Love without colour

The storm that is us

HI ALL, I'M SO, SO, SO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT. MY COLLEGE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY WITH WORK AND ASSIGNMENTS. IT'S HALF TERM NOW SO I DECIDED TO UPDATE FOR ALL OF YOU LOVELY PEOPLE. I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME AND ACCEPT THIS CHAPTER AS A TOKEN OF MY APOLOGY. 

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Oswaldo's P.O.V

Shit!

That was the only thing that came to my head. I totally forgot I had a girlfriend and sleeping with my ex was a bad idea. But I couldn't help it, when I kissed her I felt that connection that was only between me and her. She's the only woman that gets my heart rate going and the only woman that makes me forget that the world even exist. I didn't think about the consequences when I decided to sleep with her, my only thought was touching her and feeling her in my arms once more.

"I'll be right out Izzy, I'll meet you downstairs."

I'm sure she replied, but I didn't hear it, my only concern was for the girl lying under me shaking, her silent sobs were piercing me through the heart. She was facing away from me and her hands were covering her face as she cried. It's not often that I see Melody fall apart, but whenever I do it shifts my entire world. I felt like such a bastard for causing her pain, I was selfish in my need for her. Instead of letting her leave like she wanted, I thought only of myself.

"Mel."

My voice was very soft as I spoke.

"Baby, look at me."

It was no use because her shaking just got worse. I didn't want to move from between her thighs, but I knew I had too. Very slowly I moved onto the bed, making sure to keep her in my arms. I know my girl, if I had only let her go completely she would have done what she does best...run.

"I'm so sorry, Mel."

She hid her face from me and continued crying. We were both lying on our sides facing each, but I could feel that she wanted to escape. I kept my hand firmly around her holding her to me. My eyes never left her, even as she cry she's still the most beautiful girl I've even set my eyes on. I waited for her to calm down, I knew that it was useless trying to talk to her when she was in that state.

After what seems like hours she finally lifted her head. Her eyes were red and puffed up. She just stared at me without saying a word, but she didn't need to, everything she wanted to say to me was displayed in her eyes and I was having none of it. I could see the determined set of her eyes as she just continued to stare.

"No!"

The fact that I knew what she was thinking didn't faze her. She pulled slightly away from me and stroked my face with the back of her hand.

"It's for the best."

She moved completely away. Getting up from the bed she started to gather her discarded clothes. Jumping from the bed I went after her. I wasn't about to let her run from me again, I wasn't about to let her close her heart off to me. I was done pretending like we didn't belong together. We both knew that we were meant for each other that we could never love anyone else.

"Not this time, Melody. You're not running, I'm not going to let you run from me, or Megan."

It pissed me off that the thought even crossed her mind, it wasn't just about her and me anymore we had a child to think about. I grabbed my jeans that were lying on the ground beside the bed and put them on. When I looked up I saw that Melody was already dressed and her eyes were narrowed at me.