My R (no ship, angst)

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TW // suicide



Thomas' POV

Just as I was about to take my shoes
Off of the rooftop there I see
A man with a red sash there before me
Despite myself I go and scream;
"Hey
Don't do it, please"
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn't care less either way
To be honest I was somewhat pissed;
This was an opportunity missed
The man with the red sash told me his woes
"You've probably heard it all before;
I really thought that he may be the one
But then he told me he was done"
For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted?
You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!
"I'm feeling better thank you for listening!"
The man with the red sash then disappeared
"Alright, today's the day" or so I thought
Just as I took both of my shoes off
There was a guy in a black hoodie
Despite myself, I go and scream
The dark dressed guy told me his woes
"You've probably heard it all before;
Everyone ignores me, everyone steals
I don't fit in with anyone here."
For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe
That for some stupid reason you got here before me
'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home!
There's always dinner waiting at the table, you know?
"I'm hungry" said the guy as he shed a tear
The guy in the hoodie then disappeared
And like that, there was someone every day
I listened to their tale, I made them turn away
And yet there was no one who would do this for me
No way I could let out all this pain
For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
He wore a cat-themed cardigan
"I just wanna stop the scars that grow
Everytime that I go home
That's why I came up here instead"
That's what the boy in the cardigan said
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn't care less either way
But in the moment I just screamed
Something that I did not believe
"Hey! Don't do it, please."
Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this boy, oh this is new!
For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew
But even so, please just go away so I can't see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!
"I guess today is just not my day"
He looked away from me and then he dissapeared
There's no one here today, I guess it's time
It's just me, myself and I
There's no one who can interfere
No one to get in my way here
Taking off my cat-themed cardigan
Watching my red sash come undone
This guy dressed in a black hoodie
Is gonna jump now and be free

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