!!DECIDED TO SWITCH THE STORY TO THIRD PERSON!!
Gaara laid back in the musty car. He was sweating despite how cold it was outside the car. His lungs felt desperate for a breath of fresh cold air but he refused to grant.
He scrolled through the many messages from distant family members he never read through. It was funny how none of them cared much untill recently.
He had just turned 20, the prime age. An age where your life begins. To Gaara , though , he just wanted it to be over with.
Life was a horrible mistake , loving was difficult and he did not want to end out like a unhappily married Christan dad with 3 kids.
He'd seen it happen. He didn't want it to happen to himself. Mabye that's what kept him going. The pure force of not wanting to be something.
Or turn into somebody. That was a depressing and petrifying thought. Turning into his worst nightmare. An unhappy and unsatisfied man , who's only goal was to obtain his own selfish and greedy needs.
He could feel himself becoming that already. A meer representation and copy of his father. He hated his father , and how he was turning into him. A life without love, and then you find that person and you lose them.
His heart once filled with tenderness and warmth turned to one of detest and loathe. A man who could not stay true to his word. A man who did not understand simple science and logic.
A man who could pay his way out of any situation. Gaara hated the thought of becoming Rasa and everyday it terrified him , left him shaking.
Would he be like his father?
That's what got to him.
He was just like dad.
Loathed and hated love untill the end. Untill a day where the love you founds soul is unsatisfied with it's life and leaves you.
Gaara wanted to love. He wanted to feel the warmth and compassion as others did so easily.
It was so easy for others , so why did it have to be hard for him?
Why did he have to live like this. Live as if he was a monster.
A monster destined for an eternity with not cherishment or goodwill and he had accepted that.
He accpeted the fact that his life would just spiral downward from here.
He would just let it happen.
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"Wow it was such a great performance " Temari said In a hushed voice whilst walking along side kankuro and Kiba.
Kankuro replied back. Too queit for Gaara to hear. He closed his eyes , to pretend he was asleep.
He heard the car door open and shut. The loud creak as Temari forced it open was extremely loud.
"Gaara , you really should have stayed! It was awesome"
Gaara just shrugged. He loathed his sister at times. Now being one of them.
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