I woke up with a sudden urge the puke my brains out. I ran from my bed to my bathroom and threw up so much. My hair was already in a ponytail from the night before and thank god it was cause there was no one here to help me. Perks of living alone.
Why the fuck would I be throwing up right now? I didn't drink last night. I don't think Im sick. And then it hit me.
Oh my fucking god.
Am I pregnant?
It was a possibility. Bryce and I haven't exactly been careful our last few times because we keep forgetting to buy condoms and the birth control I was on gave me constant nose bleeds and gave me acne so I haven't been taking it for the past few months.
I picked up my phone and called him immediately.
ring
Come on Bryce pick up
ring
Does he not realize how important this is?
ring
"Good morning, Babygi-" I cut him off "No time for that right now. You need to get here immediately. But I need you to buy some for me on the way." I told him.
"Whatever you need, Baby? Do you need more tampons? I noticed you were running low when I went to grab the new bottle of mouth wash from under the sink."
"No quite the opposite. I need you to pick up a few different pregnancy tests." I saw his face change immediately. He looked around his room and gathered his thoughts. "I'll be there in 20 minutes." He answered.
Sure enough 20 minutes later Bryce walked into my house and ran up to my bedroom only to find me still in the bathroom sitting on the floor with my back pressed against the tub.
"Hi, Baby..." Bryce whispered when he found me. "Bryce, I'm scared." I whispered as he hugged me. "I know, Baby. It'll all be okay. I got three different tests." He said pulling the tests out of the bag.
"Thank you, Bubby." I gave him a kiss and he walked out of the bathroom to let me take the tests.
I stepped out of the bathroom and curled up in Bryce's lap on my bed. He played with my hair and I set a timer for 3 minutes.
We just sat there in silence for the next 3 minutes in each other's presence.
When the timer went off we both just looked at each other. "I'm scared." I told him. "Don't be, Baby." He reassured me.
We both got up and went into the bathroom to look at the tests. I flipped them over.
Negative.
All of them are negative.
I sighed in relief. "Thank God." I whispered and was about to leaning to Bryce's chest but he pushed me away.
"Thank God? You make it sound like having a child with me would be the worst thing in the world." He told me.
"Baby, that's not at all what I meant." I tried to reason with him.
"No, Is it that hard to picture a future with me? Would it be that horrible to raise a child. Wait no that's not it. I got it. It's because I'm so problematic. You don't want our child to be as bad as me. Am I that bad that you couldn't see a future with me?"
"Bryce! We are not ready for this! Yes, we have the space and the money but we don't know the first thing about raising a child and we're so young we have time before we even need to think about the future. I love you I really do and trust when I say that I would love to have a future with you but we are not ready for a child yet, so I'm glad it came back negative." I explained to him.
"I'm sorry. I've never been in a healthy happy relationship before and I was quick to assume that because it was me you were glad nothing happened." I hugged him and he kissed my head.
We spent the rest of the night just watching movies and playing around but at the end of the day we're glad to have each other.
soooo are we getting no content today? also it's the 3rd of december so i better be in someone's sweater oh wait i am bryce's merch :)
