Poetry of sorts

Time off

Currently with me,
I'm on break.
A time to be free,
but to me it's an ache.

What am I suppose to do with this much time?

I could actually do a lot of things!
But I just don't know what!

I could write a story.
It could be about fantasy,
or gory.

I could watch more anime,
but after awhile I get bored.

What to do I wonder?

I could try to make a hat with my loom.
But not knowing how to could be my doom.

So what should I do with so much time?!

I should write a bit,
maybe some poetry.
But I'd have to admit,
I work better when I absolutely have to submit.

So I wonder,
with a break so long.
Will my decisions make a blunder,
that can lead me down under?

If you think about it,
with so much time to do nothing,
I can make a problem out of anything I see fit.
This is something hard to admit.