Poetry of sorts

Ring

My heart is beating,
so violently.
For the task I'm completing,
may be defeating.

My goal for today,
is tough beyond tough.
Some might say, "Why?"

Well...
You see even though my spirits are high,
I can't seem to muster the courage,
to call people,
so sadly I must add.
It's so ridiculous and bad.

I call a friend.

Ring.

My heart beats loud.

Ring.

I don't know whether to feel scared or proud.

Ring.

I wonder what I say aloud!?

Ring.
Ring.
Ring.