I Was Born To Love You

Assholes

I sit in the seat of my car, keys in hand, debating if I should walk inside of the small red house that sits a couple of feet away from my car. I look out the window and sigh, I see the grass, a vibrant green. I see the Halloween decorations sitting in the front yard, a couple of things on the window.

I grab my bag, and exit the car, locking it immediately. I walk to the front door, passing by a fake gravestone, a skeleton and a ghost hanging from the only tree in the yard. I walk up the short steps and knock on the door. As I hear footsteps approaching the door, I put on my convincing fake smile, the one I use around my family, it's number 5 on my fake smile list.

"My baby!" My mom yells with excitement as she finishes opening the door, she pulls me into a tight embrace and I hug her back.

"How have you been?" She asks as we walk into the living room.

"I've been good, just a bit stressed Ma." I respond as I sit down at the old gray couch, letting Max, the family cat sit on my lap.

"Oh my Daisy! I can't believe I have to call you or else you won't even come visit us!" My mom responds, ignoring the fact that I had just admitted I was stressed. I wasn't surprised, but it still hurt.

"You know that's not true mom, I just got busy this month. I promise to visit you and Dad more, don't worry." I respond. I have my head down looking at the cat, so I look up, making my eyes look convincing and putting on my softest smile. This is number 3 on the list. It helps to make it look like I care and mean what I had just said.  I suddenly feel a pair of arms wrap around me, and I look down, the right wrist has a beautiful gold watch around it.

"Hello dad." I say and I stand up, softly shooing Max away from my lap for a couple of moments. And I turn around to hug my dad.

"Hello my Daisy!" He says as he hugs me, as he finishes he walks over to my mom, giving her a short soft kiss on her cheek and then he proceeds to sit down next to me, and I sit back down too, placing Max on my lap. My dad and mom begin talking about the couple next door, and I feel myself dazing off, laughing when they laugh, nodding when I see one or the other nodding.

After a couple of hours of talking with them, helping them bake a couple of cookies and eating lunch with them, I finally break the news that I've got to go. With a couple of hugs and kisses, I rush out the front door.

I sit down in my car and sigh. I quickly turn the car on and drive. I drive through the streets, my mind wandering. I wasn't even really paying attention to the lights, the people, the other cars, I was just..there.

I was finally happy to leave that house, it was incredibly boring, and I'm a boring person! You'd think I'd be able to handle it! I couldn't wait to return to work on Monday, I wasn't sure if I'd see Leonardo that day, but my hope was bursting through the roof.

I stop at a red light, and I begin wondering just how many red lights I might've driven through. But I'm pretty sure I would've had the cops on my ass by now. Right? Well, I mean it is dark. But that's not an excuse I'm sure a local restaurant would've gotten my car on tape? Well how sneaky can I really be in this car? Wait why am I questioning myself?-

And then my eyes burst out of my fucking head. I shush the voices in my head and focus on the beautiful creation a couple of feet away from me. I can see Leonardo and.. oh fuck no! I see Leonardo and May, walking alongside each other, talking and smiling. I hear a loud beeping from behind me, so I look and see the green light in front of me, and I begin driving. I turn the corner and drive around the short block quickly, and to my luck I see Leonardo and May still on the same block, but almost about to cross.

I make sure I leave a reasonable space between me and the two, but not far enough for me to lose them. I see them continuing walking, and then they turn a corner. There's nothing much around that area, just a liquor store, a random bar. I hurriedly park my car in the parking lot of the bar, and I rush out, trying to catch up with them. I look out behind the walls of the bar and I see Leonardo and May waking faster, looking around frantically.

I see them run into an alleyway and I rush after them, making sure my footsteps are light, putting my sneakiness to a test. I peer inside the alleyway, barely being able to see anything. I feel my heart fall into pieces once again, the little person in me failing to retrieve the pieces in time. They're against the wall, making out, his hands in hers, the moans banging off the walls.

I grab my phone quickly and press record, I zoom in on both of their faces, making sure you can see the faces of these culprits. I stop it after a few more seconds and put the phone in my pocket.

I was absolutely disgusted. I couldn't believe it. How could he be doing this? Didn't he feel what I felt? After experiencing the feeling of our electricity rushing through our fingertips when we held hands, I couldn't even imagine fantasizing about another man!

I run away quickly and rush back to my car. I sit in the car for a while. I couldn't see what would happen next, I would start crying. After about 20 minutes they walked out the alleyway and I see Leonardo fixing his tie and May fixing her skirt.

Those assholes.

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