RECKLESS IN INK (BOOK TWO)

B4/C15

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Rage

I grabbed the whiskey bottle out of the prospects hand, pouring myself my glass as I sat at the bar. It had been nearly a week since Moxxie had left. After the first day of trashing my room, I just sat there, then it turned to drinking it all away, then I fucked every single sweetbutt in this place. Once I was done going through them I went to the strip joint, seeing what I could find there, now I'm at the bar again drinking it all away. 

"I love you but I can't be your old lady" was on repeat in my mind. I took a shot of whiskey.

"I can't stay here" another shot.

"I don't want to be here" another shot.

"Where the fuck is he?" I heard someone yell as they entered the clubhouse, I didn't turn around I kinda had a feeling who it was. The guys knew by now to leave me alone, they knew not to talk about Moxxie with me right now but as Bjørn walked into the clubhouse I knew I needed to sober up for this talk or this fight and by the way he was looking, it was going to be a fight. 

"What's going on?" Hawk says as he comes out of his office, walking over to Moxxie's brother. 

"Your boy was cheating on my sister!" Bjørn, who went by Cerberus in his charter, tells Hawk. "Don't believe me, I've got proof. It was sent to Moxxie's phone" I watched as he pulled the phone out of his pocket and threw it at me. Once I caught it, I pressed the home button. Up came a photo of me fucking a sweetbutt, as I flicked through her photos, more and more photos came up until the last one was of us. 

The only thing was I never cheated on Moxxie while I was with her for those 2 weeks. 

"You gonna explain why you hurt my sister?" Cerberus asked, I looked at him narrowing my eyes at him.

"Where is she?" I asked him but he shook his head no.

"I aren't telling you shit about where she is. You were so dead set on being with her, what you just got fucking bored after you screwed her?" He says, as he spoke like that to me I stood up getting in his face. 

"I never did shit to her! She was the only fucking one!" I growled. 

"Yeah well, those photos say fucking different asshole!" He growled back. 

"Get out of my fucking face Cerberus" I growled lowly, making Hawk walk over to us, along with Corba and Wolf. 

"Knock it off guys, you want to fight? Take it to the ring" Hawk growls out when we don't step away from each other. A minute later Cerberus shook his head and stepped away but kept his eyes on me.

"I don't know what she saw in you" he snarls before turning on his heel, his men following out of the clubhouse. I glared at the clubhouse doors once they swung shut, nobody said anything for a moment, I still had Moxxie's phone in my hand. So I grabbed the bottle of whiskey and went to my dorm, once inside I sat on the edge of the bed. I took a sip of the whiskey before placing it by my foot. I pressed the home button again and her locked screen came up, swiping across her photos came up once again. 

As I flicked through her photos her words echoed through my head again. "I love you but I can't be your old lady" she was the only girl I had feelings for, the only girl I would only call my old lady and maybe one day my wife but now she is gone and I didn't know where she was… 

I placed her phone down beside me on the bed as I picked up the whiskey bottle and took a sip of it before placing it down again. I held my head in my hands until I thought of something, grabbing Moxxie's phone I quickly rushed out of my dorm and went to Twitch. Banging on his door he called out, so I opened the door and handed Moxxie's phone to him. 

"Trace the number of the message that the phones came through" 

"I can't, I already did that it came from a burner." He tells me but as I looked through her messages she had a weird message at the top that came through 2 days ago it was a voice message. As I pressed play on it, it was heavy breathing until the person said 'your finally mine' 

"Try that one" I handed it back to him, as he typed on his computer a ping came across his screen. 

"Came from Phil's phone. Hang on… his taken leave at the hospital"

"Since when?"

"3 weeks ago… around the same time when Moxxie was here," Twitch tells me. He continues to type on his computer looking from one screen to the screen. Footage of cars driving past the clubhouse came up but paused when he saw the same car come up a few times, he zooms in on the number plate. "This is his car, he had been driving past the clubhouse several times a day while she was here"

"And now?" 

"Nothing… it's like he knows she's not here. Why didn't I think about this before? She probably in more danger now she isn't here man" 

"Fuck" I mumbled, sighing running a hand over my face. We needed to catch him in the act before we did something to him, Hawks orders, but I didn't care. I wanted him now so I knew that she was safe. "Keep an eye on him. Let me know if you find me doing anything weird" 

"Got it, man," he says, I turned on my heels and walked out of the room before heading down the hall towards the gym. I needed to keep my mind busy otherwise I would go crazy.

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