Eighteen

It's not love

A/N I gotta say a lot of the things Aria says in this chap are so deep I think I see Adele off in the distance rolling in it. Gotta love the drama though, eh?

SOTC• Stay - Rihanna

No way. I had to be hearing things. I must have been dreaming. Harry cheating? And with Scarlett? That bitch. And if Harry thought that saying the relationship was "purely sexual" made it any better, he was damn wrong.

He knew I was hurting. He knew me like the back of his hand. He knew all of my weird quirks and fetishes. He was practically genius, he knew he was hurting me by not saying I love you.

I had told him many times how much I loved those words. The way those three words rolled off his tongue made me just want to say them back immediately. And I did.

He didn't even bother to end the relationship. He said he has a reason. What reason? He got tired of me? His heart didn't beat faster when he saw me anymore? He coughed up the butterflies in his stomach that he always had when we kissed? He has no reason that would make up for what he did.

How did it even happen? Did Harry just text her one day and decided to sleep with her behind my back? Sex was something I took very seriously. I wasn't a virgin, I lost my virginity to Louis when I was sixteen. I regret it now too, because now that I've learned more about everything, I wished I had saved it for someone truly special.

I just pray that at least my daughter will- if I have a daughter. I have to have a man to have a daughter, and so far, that's not working out very well in my humble opinion.

"You disgust me," I stood up from sitting in a ball on the floor, sobbing.

"Aria, please just let me explain!"

"I kept giving you my heart while she gave you-," I stopped, looking at him through the tears. He became quiet, tears slowly falling down his cheeks.

"No one should ever have to feel the way I did. You slept so peacefully while I stayed up crying in the house next door. You didn't even bother to break it off! I wish my heart had turned to stone before loving you."

"You chase her, I chase you. Who is chasing me? I just want to feel loved!" I screamed, pulling my hair and falling back to the floor once again.

"Aria, I still love yo-"

"No," I interrupted him. "I don't know what we have anymore, but it isn't love."

"You know what? Maybe this whole 'love' thing isn't meant for me. Maybe I'm just meant to be sad," I said, looking at him as he stood above me.

"Aria, I didn't do this to purposely hurt you! I don't care about her! If you would just let me explain-"

"Hearing that you cheated on me with her was enough to make me wish I was deaf. You know what Harry? I'm done. I was done 84 days ago actually."

"Aria, please," he sobbed, looking at me as I walked towards the door. I almost felt bad.

Almost.

I swung the door open, looking back at him.

"And thank you, for already teaching me how to live without you," I said between gritted teeth, slamming the door behind me.

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A/N short and sweet for you babes. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Do you guys ship #harlett? I mean they are a cute couple...............

maybe.

ok so this is getting dedicated to my aunt BC SHE FREAKING FAINTED and shes only 21 wtf like youre too young for that stuff.

shes fine lol she was only out for thirty seconds and after that she just acted like a complete whackjob ya know the usual

jk ily Ky

xx Jaide