SONGBIRD

Yearning

Rose's POV
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Blaise had been a short fix but the sudden rush of sadness filled my body back up like it had never really left. I just needed it to stop, this feeling was getting to be to much now and I didn't know how much longer I could cope if it didn't leave me alone. It was like it had latched itself onto me and could never leave me no matter how hard I tried. It was a part of me, or at least it surely did feel that way.

The anxious feeling in my stomach filled me up and I made my way out of the common room, rushing past the crowd of people as the air in my lungs got tighter. I watched the portrait door swing open and the cold air hit me, allowing my lungs to feel some relief away from the claustrophobic common room.

The thought of what I had just done made my stomach churn, as soon as me and Blaise re-entered reality I saw we both felt the same way. It had been a colossal mistake, no matter what was happening between Draco and me I didn't want to ever do that. But, it was already done. I'd slept with Blaise Zabini...

I just wanted to let the information sink into my head through the drunken haze....

However I wasn't alone.

I came to a holt once I saw Draco sloughed against the wall looking deflated.

"Wow you look like shit" I said.

He looked up from his knees that had been brought to his chest and stood up, coming closer and closer to me. My vision blurred from the alcohol as I tried to keep my feet firmly on the ground as I felt myself sway from side to side. Before I had even realised Draco was extremely close to me, his eyes fixated on my neck.

"Love bites" He simply stated.

Shit, I didn't want him to see that.

"Who from" He asked
"It's none of your business" I shouted
"Who gave you them!".

Silence

"Rose!".

Silence

"Blaise okay, happy now!".

Silence

"Your the one fucking Pansy!"
"Jealous Blondie?"
"You wish" I scoffed
"Been there done that" He spat making the anger in my burn through my skin, the guilt fading away.

"What aren't you going to call me a slut for sleeping Blaise?"
"Does it need saying"
"Your such a dickhead do you know that?"
"You've told me often".

I stumbled back slightly almost falling over as the effects of the fire whisky and tequila washed over me.

"Someone's very drunk, you look like hell " Draco teased while he looked me up and down
"Well I feel bloody fantastic actually"
"I think you should slow down, you don't wanna give yourself alcohol poisoning" He said, no emotion.
"No I think I'll carry on thanks" I smirked as I went to turn away from him and walk away.

A fight with Draco wasn't a good idea right now.

"What's up with you?" He shouted making me turn back round hearing the tone in his voice.

Was that worry?

"I don't know what you mean"
"I think you do"
"Your telling me there's something wrong? Draco I'd take a look at your own life before you criticised mine".

"It was just a question"
"Was it?" I snapped "I think you should get back to your girlfriend"
"She's not my bloody girlfriend" He sneered
"I don't care"
"You better get back to Blaise" He spat
"A drunk mistake".