I Hate You, Don't Leave Me ~ Nemi

Rainy meeting

DEMI P.O.V.: I woke up to find a rainy day, I didn't remember that last night was cloudy but it was raining non-stop. 

"What time is it?" I asked myself and checked the time on my phone. 1 p.m. I guessed Nick would be sleeping still so I walked silently downstairs. Of course, he wasn't sleeping, he was writing down something in a block of papers. I nodded when I realized what he was doing. "Composing without a piano or a guitar? That's pretty brave." 

"Holy..." He said after jumping a bit and turned around on the stool. "I was just writing some lyrics that popped in my mind after I woke up, nothing too serious."

"Well, I actually think that if you are writting them down, they're probably good." He smiled shyly and I walked closer to where he was. "Can I read?" 

"Uh umm, no...I don't want anyone to see it until is ready." I raised my eyebrows. 

"Wow, not even me? It must be a secret single or something." He chuckled and scratched the back of his neck. 

"It's not, but maybe it's too personal for anyone to see it...even you. I don't think I'll ever release this song if I finish it. Too personal." 

"Okay, I get it...what is it about?" 

"Mmmm, nothing far from the usual." 

"So, I asume is about someone you loved, or love...am I wrong?" 

"Maybe...not sure, tho." 

"Oh, okay, I can see you don't wanna talk about it...we can change the subject." 

"Thanks." He whispered looking at his coffee mug. "I was thinking we could go meet Willa now...and then maybe have something for lunch outside?" 

"Sure, I'd love to." 

"Awesome. Do you want some coffee?" 

"No, thanks. I'll pass...we'll eat soon anyways." 

"I know but still, I'm not letting you leave this house without eating something." 

"Nick..." 

"You didn't take a no from me the other day when you thought I was dying so I'm not gonna change my mind." 

"Okay, is it too much to ask for one of those healthy bowls you do? But a small one." 

"It's not that much." He stood up from the stool and I sat there watching him move around the kitchen making my breakfast. I couldn't help but want him to live forever with me, it felt natural to be around him 24/7. Not that we haven't done it before but still....this time it was different. We were fucking living together.  "Uh, Demi...I need an answer." 

"Sorry, what did you ask?" He smiled at me. 

"Strawberry, banana or both?" 

"Oh...just strawberry today." He nodded and continued doing my breakfast. 

"Here, it's done." I smiled at him as he handed me the bowl.

"Thank you." 

"Anytime." He said and caressed the back of my head for a very short moment that felt kind of weird and magical at the same time. I guess he felt the weirdness too cause his eyebrows raised slightly and I noticed he gulped hard before glancing to the floor. "I'm gonna get ready to go to the hospital, be right back. Enjoy your food." 

"I will." I whispered and saw him disappeared from the stairs."My God." I muttered and shook my head. I knew that feeling happy cause he had that gesture wasn't right and that was what scared me the most. 

After eating my bowl of cereals, mil and fruits, I walked upstairs to get ready too.  I put on some leggins and a big sweater. I looked mhe but I didn't care. Once I was ready I walked to the guests room to check if Nick was ready. 

I found him sitting on the edge of his bed and with his head on his hands. I've learned through the years that I've known him, if he makes that pose it's because he's really having some deep thought. I cleared my throat and he looked instantly at me. 

"Demi." He said and I raised my eyebrows. He was acting weird. 

"I'm ready, are you? We should go before it's later." 

"Sure sure. Let's go." He stood up and walked to me with a slight smile that was obviously fake but I chose not to ask anything. 

He drove us to the hospital and we had to walk sneak quickly into it to not catch people's attention. 

"Can I enter too?" I asked Nick when he was about to open Sophie's room door. He frowned and nodded. 

"That's why I brought you with me, don't you think?" He said with a smile and I nodded. "Okay, here we go." He knocked twice and when we heard 'come in', we entered. 

"Hey guys!" Joe said with a big smile and I bit my lip watching Sophie as she had Willa in her arms. 

"Oh my God, she's so so so tiny." I whispered and Sophie chuckled. 

"I know, that's all I've been saying since yesterday. Come closer guys, she wants to meet her uncle and aunt." It felt cute and amazing to be called her aunt even though I'm not a Jonas. 

"Hey, look at you princess." Nick said to her as he took her in his arms. "You're so beautiful little lady." 

"Excuse me." I said and touched her hand slowly. "Hi baby, I know you're probably thinking 'who is this woman'...I'm Demi, and you are the cutest baby I've ever seen." 

"She has Sophie's eyes." Nick said to me and I nodded with a smile before turning my head to glance at Joe and Sophie. 

"She's so perfect guys, I'm incredibly happy for the both of you...I wish nothing but the absolute best for your family." I said to them and they smiled to me. 

"Thanks, we're glad you came." Sophie told me. 

"We're actually glad because...you're in our lives again, that's something I'm really grateful for" I felt my eyes turning teary and hugged Joe after his words. 

"Just, I love you three...and I couldn't be more proud of you Joe, truly." 

"Thanks Dems." He said with a smile and I turned around to find Nick looking at me with a soft smile on his lips. I was were I had to be.