Family [BTS mafia ff]

24 | Explanations

'You saw us kissing?' I said, trying to avoid answering even though I knew it was useless.
'Hee-Ra stop beating around the bush, and tell me. If there's a relationship going on between you two Bangtan need to know or else it could get us in grave danger.' He sighed whilst glaring at me sternly.

5 minutes later

'So you're telling me.. Jungkook likes you?' Seokjin yelled. I quickly covered his mouth, signalling him to be quiet. He nodded and looked at the floor.
'So how do you feel?' He asked.

'I don't know.. I mean the more I think about it the more I seem to realise my feelings for him.. but then again I'm not sure if I can date him, Seokjin what should I do?' I groaned.

'You were able to give our Taehyung love advice but you're struggling with love?' He laughed.
I hit him on the chest, making him wince. He coughed and looked right at me.

'Well I'm not the best when it comes to romance, I mean I haven't ever dated-'
'You've never dated!? In your life!?' I shouted.
'No..is it that surprising?'
'It's just that with your looks, you would've expected tons of people fighting for you.'

'Of course that's happened, we're talking about the worldwide handsome Seokjin! I've rejected many people.' He chuckled.
'Oh right. World. Wide. Handsome.' I replied sarcastically.

'Anyways where was I before I was cut off?' He grinned. I clicked my tongue and hit him on the chest again.
'Yah what did I do? Anyways, I would tell him how felt if I were you.'
'Well I knew that Mr. obvious.'

'I didn't even finish my sentence. Ok well you should ask him about why he likes you. I mean if it's for the looks only I would reject him haha!!' He grinned.
'I don't think Jungkook is like that.'
'Yh true, well that's just my advice.'

'Thanks, even though it was pretty useless.' I laughed, causing Seokjin to frown.
'I was kidding Seokjin. Thanks for the advice, I appreciate it.' I leaned forward and gave him a hug.
'No problem.' He whispered.

'Well then good luck!' He smiled fondly. We were quiet for a bit until I asked him a question I've been dying to ask him.

'Seokjin, about the other day in the medical room, what were you actually doing?' I asked.
'Huh? I- I was doing nothing. Like I said I saw something on your face.' He replied really quickly.
I lifted an eyebrow in confusion.
'It's just that I didn't know you had a scar on your forehead.'

'Oh that.. Yh I got it a while ago.'
'How?' Seokjin straightened himself and crossed his legs on the bed.
'Well since you asked, when I was younger my brother was bullied by a group of school kids. I saw it and immediately went to defend him, causing them to swipe my forehead with a razor.' I sighed whilst touching the scar.

'Oh I'm sorry to hear that.'
'No it's not your fault, don't be sorry.' I smiled weakly.
'You must care about your brother a lot. Did he know that you left?' He asked.
'..he..wasn't there when I left.' I stared at the floor.
'You must miss him a lot I presume.'
'I do, I wish I could see him again.'
'Well we could get that arranged if you wa-'
Seokjin stopped talking once he saw my face.

Tears glided down my face landing into my lap.
'Hee-Ra..' he whispered, wiping off the tears from my cheeks.
'Don't worry about it.' I sniffed.
'Aish, you're crying. How can I not worry?' He pouted.

'It's okay, I'm fine.' I replied looking up at the ceiling.
Seokjin then got up. 'I'll go get some water for you, get some rest and if you're hungry let me know.' He assured me before leaving the room.

The truth is, I lost my brother a week after I got the scar. The group of kids beat him up with bats and their fists.
They left him to die on the street. Not a single soul saw my brother suffering. He died later in hospital, after an old couple found him unconscious in an alleyway.

If only I had been there. If only I was there to stop those bastards. If only..

I shook my head. If I kept thinking about it, I would start to get more agitated and possibly hurt myself in the process, just like all the other times.

My phone pinged and I picked it up to check what the notification was.

Jungkook
Let's meet up at the back garden.
I need to tell you something.

I smiled reading his message and texted back.

Hee-Ra
I'll be down in five
Bring snacks!!

I jumped off my bed, put on a hoodie and sprayed a bit of perfume before shutting the door to my room and heading to the garden.