A Summation

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I have come to the realization that I am not happy. Sure, there are highs and lows, but it seems like the lows only bring me farther into depressing moods. It's not like I have suicidal thoughts, nor do I isolate myself. This journal is my own way to be happier and to release all of this frustration inside me. Thoughts would flood my mind of each fear, insecurity, and regret.

Why didn't I post this sooner? The way I see it is, if other Watty members have seen personal results- why shouldn't I give this a go? Two nights ago, it only took seconds after stepping out of the shower to burst into tears. I thought of the only things that have actually made me happy. Coming up with a short grocery list just made my head explode. Throwing, or rather, punching my anxiety into these pages seems like a logical way to bring up my happiness. There may be some mushy stuff in here too. So whoever decides to read, enjoy. Grab a freaking pool noodle though or you may just drown in the ocean of opinions.

-Kenzie

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