you belong with me | jaeten

twenty-eight.

monday // 11:35
ten > doie

ten:
doie, u still awake?

doie:
yep, what's up? why are you still awake?

ten:
i was just thinking...

doie:
go on, i'm listening...

ten:
do u think if i've confessed to jaehyun before we'd be together now?

doie:
honestly?
yes.
but that's just my opinion.
hunch, if u may.

ten:
really?

doie:
yes, ten.
what made you ask that?

ten:
johnny cheated on me...
i just found out today

doie:
WHAT?

ten:
jaehyun's hunch (and yours) was (/were) right.
he has been cheating on me multiple times with lee taeyong.

doie:
gdi. fuck him!
fuck johnny lives!
do u wanna drink?
i can take a leave of absence for you

ten:
doie, u're class rep
u can't just be gone for a whole day.
and i'm fine.
we're still together.

doie:
wait a moment...
EXCUSE ME?!!!
WHAT DO U MEAN YOU'RE STILL TOGETHER?

ten:
i did not break up with him

doie:
WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU BREAK UP WITH HIM THEN?!!!!

ten:
because i cheated on him too, remember?
me cumming to jae's voice?

doie:
Ten, fuck.
I am so ANNOYED RN.
that's fucking different!
he cheated on you!
like dick in someone's ass cheating and you just came to jaehyun's voice?!!!!
that's like cumming to some porn!
how is that the same????

ten:
i still did.
and jaehyun's real.
porn's like some fictional shit anyway.

doie:
this is not you crossing his sin so that you can cross yours, is it?

ten:
i mean...

doie:
TEN! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
WHY ARE YOU SUBJECTING YOURSELF TO THIS?

ten:
because i deserve it, johnny told me the reason why he cheated on me and idk, it's understandable?
he told me he won't do it again

doie:
that's like a serial chainsmoker telling you he will stop smoking

ten:
so you don't think chainsmoker's resolution are valid?

doie:
no!
i'm telling you johnny's going to cheat on you again!

ten:
doie, i love johnny...

doie:
do u really though?
or is this you projecting your feelings to someone else
because the one you really love has been barred from your heart?