Living a lie

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*Macy's POV

Days passed and i still dont know what to do. Malapit na ang birthday ni Phia. Everything is ready. But something's not right.

Alam ko kung ano ang bagay na yun. Alam ko na dapat kong ipaalam kay Kurt ang totoo. Pero tama bang ngayon ko pa sabihin to? Will it make our lives better? Or will another heart shatter? Hindi ko alam kung anong magiging reaksyon nya. Isa lang ang sigurado ako, masasaktan sya.

"Bakit parang ang lalim ng iniisip mo?" Kurt said then hugged me from behind.

"Kanina ka pa dyan?"

"Hindi naman. Ano bang iniisip mo?"

Sasabihin ko na ba? If not now, kelan pa?

"Kurt, i have to tell you something. Promise me you'll listen up to the very end."

"Ang seryoso naman. Sige, promise"

"Hindi mo anak si Phia."

Shock ran over his face. Namutla sya at halatang di makapaniwala.

"Dont joke"

"Im not joking Kurt. Anak ni Tiffany at Daryl si Phia."

"Pano--Saan mo naman nalaman yan?" Nagtataka nyang tanong.

"Kay Queenie. I know it's very hard to believe pero trust me, this is the truth. Let's go."

"Saan tayo pupunta? pwede bang ipaliwanag mo muna sakin ang lahat?!"

"Dont yell at me Kurt. Dadalhin kita sa katotohanan. Hearing the truth wont be enough without the proper evidences. Pupunta tayo kela Papa."

I drove with him in my car's shotgun seat. Tahimik lang kaming dalawa all the way to Ate Queenie. Sinalubong kami ni Ate at agad nyang binigay at pinabasa kay Kurt ang sulat na galing kay Tiff.

"No, hindi totoo to. Tell me this is a joke!" palipat lipat ang tingin nya samin ni ate. "Mace, hindi pwede to." he broke down and cried. Ngayon ko lang sya nakitang ganito. I know how it feels. Na yung pinaniwalaan mo ng sobrang tagal ay mali pala. It's like turning your world upside down.

Lumapit si Ate Queenie kay Kurt at lumuhod sa tabi nya. "Justin, it's true that Phia is not your biological daughter. The things you believed in might have stopped but it doesnt mean that you have to stop being her father as well."

"Hindi mo kasi naiintindihan. Parang nabalewala lahat ng sakripisyo ko. Si Macy, do you know how hard it was to be away from her? Dahil nabuntis si Tiffany, kinailangan ko syang iwan. Nasaktan ko sya. We had to suffer for something we didnt do! 5 years. 5 years kong tiniis. I tried my best to be the father of someone else's daughter when i should have been trying my best to be a better man for my future wife! I was planning to propose for pete's sake. Handa na lahat. Tapos nangyari yun. Everythi--" niyakap ko sya ng sobrang higpit. Tuloy tuloy lang ang pagtulo ng luha naming tatlo.

i pulled away and looked at him straight in the eyes. "Masakit din naman to para sakin eh. Knowing that my fairytale ending was stolen by a lie. Pero Kurt tapos na eh. We both have Phia in our lives now. At alam kong god planned all of this. Look at us babe. 5 long years passed but we still found our way back to each other. Nalaman natin na wala kang ginawang mali, na you never cheated on me. Babe this is it. Eto na yung chance natin to start fresh."

"Pano si Phia?"

"Starting fresh doesnt mean we have to abandon every part of our past. Phia is one of the great things you had nung mga panahon na wala ka ng reason to hold on. Without her, we wont be this happy." i said with sincerity.

It was almost a teleserye scene. And like all TV dramas, may mahiwagang tanong.

"How can we start our own family when that one person who ruined our relationship is with us?! Kung sakaling hindi dumating si Phia, we would be married by now!" I saw pain and hate in his eyes. Hindi ko sya masisi dahil sya ang may pinaka malaking sakripisyo saming lahat.

With all the love and sincerity i have left, i said the words he needed to hear. " Or we could have broken up. Hindi porket hindi nangyari yun, sigurado ka nang tayo padin. Naging masaya ka naman diba? Isn't Phia your daughter? Our daughter? Kasi ako, i know to myself, kahit hindi sya galing sakin, she is my daughter. She is my family. Hindi naman magbabago ang katotohanang mahal natin si Phia. Knowing that she isnt your biological daughter wont erase the memories you had with her."

He looked at me straight in the eyes. The pain and anger was replaced with understanding. With that, he pulled me close and hugged me tight.

"Will you still marry me?"

"I love you Kurt. Kahit pa may Phia na tayo. And for the record, knowing the truth made me want to marry you more." He closed the distance between our lips.

And i conclude, that was the sweetest kiss i had in years.

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Pambawi po :) Double update yan. haha

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