BACHELOR'S MAID: Revenge of a Billionaire ✓

Chapter Fourteen

Xander took me very hard. He took me again and again hanggang sa ako na mismo ang magreklamo. I still remember when he took me on the second time. He said that this is his way of punishing me for asking him to take me. Though nagsisisi ako pero kaunti lang. I love him and he is always welcome for me. I touched his face. He is sleeping so well.

"I don't know Xander but I miss the old us. I still love you." I said while touching his lips. He is snorking that's why I'm so brave to confessed that words while he is asleep. Pagod na pagod ito at ganoon din ako.

Hapon na dahil kanina pa ako dito sa kwarto ni Xander. Medyo nahihiya ako para kay Kendric, he is my future husband but here I am giving my self freely to Alexander. Pero mali ba ito? Kung sa kanilang dalawa mas mahal ko ang katabi ko?

Humigpit ang pagkakahawak ko sa kumot na nasa katawan ko. I love the manly scent of Xander's room. Nasisiyahan ang puso ko.

Halos isang oras akong nagpabalik-balik sa pagpikit. I can't sleep and I don't know why. That's why I spend my self being busy on staring at his face. He is so handsome. Xander was way more handsome now, siguro dahil may trabaho na, he can buy everything he wants. Stable na ang buhay nito at maraming business.

Maya-maya pa, I found my self slowly closing my eyes. I am at the edge of having a good sleep when Xander moved. Umugol ako dahil sa pagod. I'm exhausted.

Naramdaman ko ang pagbangon ni Xander. Matutulog na ulit ako ng maramdaman ko ang paghawak niya sa braso ko. Then later on he shook my shoulders.

"Avery. Avery." Paulit-ulit ang pagtawag nito saakin na napilitan akong tumango at ibukha ang mga mata.

"Avery get up." Aniya sa striktong boses. Masama ang timpla nito.

"Fuck you seduce me to take you." Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at kumorteng 'o'.

"Really Xander? After banging me hardly I did seduce you?" I said at bumangon. I let my body exposed.

Wala akong pake kung lumunok siya ng ilang beses. I tried to find my clothes and wore it. Parang inapakan ang pagkababae ko dahil sa sinabi nito. E siya nga iyong kung umumgol e sobrang lakas.

"Hindi nga ako nagreklamo na  ang bilis bilis mong gumalaw. Hindi ako nagreklamo na halos ilang beses mo akong pinatuwad. Tapos sasabihin mo Xander, I did seduce you? Wow ha! Parang di ka nasarapan!" I said while putting my panties on.

Nakita ko ang pag iwas nito ng tingin. Ah ganun, bakit parang diring-diri pa ito?

"You are being vulgar Avery." He said and cleared his throat.

"Ano naman ngayon? It's the truth Xander. Sarap na sarap ka! Tapos ngayon magrereklamo ka? Hello! Ako ang babae dito!" I said and crossed my arms while arching my brows. Maya-maya pa ay kumuyom ang mga kamao nito.

"Are you done? If yes, go out and packed your things. Ihahatid kita ngayon din sa air port. I want you to go home. Let's forget about the deal and let's forget what happened here." Kumunot ang noo ko at nanggilid ang luha. This is what I want, freedom. This is what I want to get the company title and help my mom and dad. Pero ang sakit isipin na parang rejected ang dating ko ngayon.

I shouldn't be hurt! Because I am tied to my promises to Guillermo and my family. I am bound to marry Kendric after three months of being his maid! Pero hindi ko alam may kumikirot sa puso ko, does he totally move on?

If yes, that's good. I can't be with him anyway. Ako itong bumukaka sa kaniya at willing na magpapasok. Ako. Kasalanan ko. Ginusto ko.

I tried to control my emotions and smile at him.

"I have one question to ask before I packed my things." I said he looked at me with no emotion on his eyes.

"The night you took me, remember the night you broke my hymen Xander? You said you love me. Was that true?" I ask na may pait sa boses.

"No."

Napapikit ako.

"Then why did you tell me those words?"

"Simply because I want to fuck you Avery. You were dancing sexually that night. You are inviting someone for s*x." Napatango-tango ako. Right, right. It's my fault again. I did dance sexually and he was seduce.

Tumingala ako.

"Do you feel something for me Xander? B-because the way you take me as we are on bed i-it wa--"

"Avery Mercado, you are my ex-girlfriend. Every man are good in bed. Don't take it seriously. I just want to fuck you. Nothing more, nothing less. I don't feel something on you. You are just some shit girl who are perfect on bed ONLY, not as a lover. Never as a lover."

"Wow!" Saad ko at tuluyang tumulo ang mga luha. Pakiramdam ko nagkamali ako ng maramdaman Kong gustong-gusto siya. Na gustong-gusto kong gawin namin iyon. I regret the feeling that I'm hungry for his touch.

Damn this man! He is so heartless!

"Tang*na mo Xander!" I said and throw some shit on him.

"Woah! Don't tell me you took it seriously?" He said and stood up from the bed.

Natigilan ako at umiling.

"You fucking asshole! Of course I took it seriously. You are the only man I had a relationship Xander! You are the only man who fucking touch me! I am a woman! And I regret that I am so fucking innocent! I regret that I took it all seriously! I regret that I offer my self to you! I regret that I let you ruined me! Yes Xander, I am fucking ruined!"

I wiped my tears as it is still flowing on my cheeks.

He is looking at me with still nothing on his face. Parang wala itong pakiramdam. Ni hindi man lang nagpakita ng expression.

"I regret everything Xander. I am regretting now that after all these years I am still fucking in love with you."

There, I said it.

I wiped again my tears and turn my back.

"Send me back to my home Alexander. Give me the damn title." I said and walk outside his room.