Kidnapped by the enemy [COMPLETED]

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5th December-9:35pm
20 days till Christmas-

Today was a weird day, I was brought into Tommy room after singing musicals with George and Dream. Dream seemed...well he seemed agitated today. Why? I'm not sure.

It could be because tommy did something or someone else. I've been here for 5 days already. I was taken on the 1st. If I dont leave...I hope Shelby can see this eventually. I really miss her.
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7th December-8:35pm
18 days till Christmas

We kinda just sat there...in silence for most of the day. Tommy didn't look to good, his face is pail and he keeps groaning in pain. I've asked for some milk to help Tommy but Dream slapped me as a warning.

George walked in earlier, he gave us food and water. He let me have a shower. My god did it feel so nice, I hadn't had one in 7 days and I stank. Once I finished I did see deodorant on the desk now.

Me and tommy spent most of the day singing Hamilton and Christmas songs to cheer ourselves up, it worked for a while until Tommy fell asleep. That was fun.
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10th December-7:20pm
15 days till Christmas

Dream came in this morning at around 4am. I was writing last night's diary on there. He just kinda...stood there for a few minutes before looking over my shoulder and watching me. I'd asked him what he was doing but he laughed and said he was just checking up on me. I pushed it to the side.

Tommy woke up at something like 12pm. We spoke for a while, i gave him some painkillers George dropped off. He looked so much more healther after his rest. He didnt have bags under his eyes.
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13th December-11:45pm
12 days till Christmas

IT WAS SNOWING OUTSIDE AND DREAM LET US OUT...Then tommy tried to run and we were taken back in for...punishment. it really hurt. My body hurts so much. I can only just write. My body's bruised, battered, cut. Tears are smudging my paper :(

I gave tommy that last painkillers before putting him to bed. I wanted him to be okay...not me. I can survive I'm 23 he's 16. He's not as emotionally strong like me, he's more physical strong.
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14th December
11 days till Christmas

I miss Shelby.....
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16th December
9 days till Christmas

It's nearing close. So so close I can smell the fire place, cookies on the table for Santa with the milk. Wearing new pajamas and sitting on the sofa cuddled up with friends, watching shreck.

(I always watch that on Christmas eve...don't know why...)

Shelby would be running her fingers through my hair as I point out the small Easter eggs in the movie. Lizzy would be racing Joey to see who could drink the hot chocolate first, they burnned there tongues every time.

I wanna go home. I miss Shelby