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140 | hello

Hello everyone

It's been a while, I know.

I'm not dead [something you would know if you saw my message board]

I've just had a year where I decided to focus more on me and my mental health than on a website where I write fanfiction

Especially because Wattpad really sucks as of late

But I've come back for the last little bit of this year, just to update you on my life a little

No I wont be talking about anything major and I know some people might expect me to talk about a certain person who was extremely transphobic this year but I'm not gonna. Coz that's never something I've done in this book

Tho if you wanna see an actually very well video for it, I high key suggest you check this one out as it's by far the most educational video for it:

Anyways. I'm here to just share a few things about my year.

I was at Target, using the womans bathroom as I'm nowhere near ready to use the men's bathroom, and I was washing my hands and this lady comes out of a stall and literally started to swear at me for being in the wrong bathroom and that literally made my entire day.

Yeah! I got work to give me a nametag that says Blake on it! I still get misgendered a lot but that's okay coz a lot of customers also just call me "Blake"

Once again, not sure how many people pay attention to my message boards, but this was something I was really struggling with and I'm glad i decided to change my name to Sebastian because it's made me feel a whole of a lot better lately. Even though my name tag at work still says "Blake" on it, I'm good with it.

This was the hardest person to come out to to this date, my cousin [followed by the rest of her family, which fun fact, was the first time I've said the words "I'm transgender" out loud and god did it feel good] and I'm still extremely glad that they all accepted me so easily.

And finally.

Apparently at my aunt's thanksgiving dinner she asked my brother if I was "tired of being a woman" because of me having buzzed my hair earlier this year. I find that hilarious but it's also upsetting because now my mom likes to bring it up constantly and laugh about the thought of me being trans which just keeps me further and further away from ever coming out to her.

And just one final photo of me with my amazing hair that I really do love and I love when its floofy and its just perfect, okay?

I really dont know how active I'm gonna be on Wattpad from now, out. I've been working on an original book lately that I dont think I'm gonna post on here but maybe I will at some point. I dont really have time to write fanfictions anymore, nor do I have the desire to really.

But I'll try to keep you all updated on my life, though I do recommend just paying attention to my message board sometimes as most my important things go on there.

Have a merry Christmas everyone! Or Happy holidays if you celebrate a different holiday!