My Hana

10🌙

They say that love always wins. Hilarious. It's funny how the ever so bright sun can die down too. They say that the sun can never love the moon, but let me tell you, oh how the moon too, loved the sun. 

I never thought that I could have fallen in love, at least not with that dumb, stupid, shrimp. It's impossible, we're polar opposites and such. He sighed, looking out the window, looking to see the moon. There it was, a beautiful eclipse. 

He was too terrified to open the letter. He held it tightly in his hands, tear-filled eyes, as he looked at the sky. They say that their love was impossible. That the moon chased the sun til the ends of the earth. They say that the Sun stayed, waited for the moon to come so they could be together...and I wish that's what you did Sho. 

Stupid shrimp. Why couldn't you stay? Why didn't you stay? Huh? WHY SHOYO? 

He looked back down at the letters, his fingers gently brushing over his name. The ribbon was a beautiful hue, just like the sun that shone who lived to write it. 

Hihi! Hinata Shoyo here reporting for duty! Gahhhhh! Just kidding! Hi Kei! Er...or well...Tsuki? Um by the time you're reading this it's probably too late aha aha.... 

"Stupid shrimp. Who said you could call me Tsuki, let alone Kei?" 

He sighed, smiling softly, as he continued to read the letter. 

Or is it? Hah, who am I kidding it is too late...by the time you're reading this I'm gone...? Yeah, I'll be gone. I don't know when you're going to read it or if you're going to even read this letter at all. Even if you don't read this, it'll be alright, I just want to say some things to make me feel temporarily alright. I have to get these things off my chest because I know that I can't keep it in forever. So, dear Tsukishima, Tsuki, Kei, I hope you don't have any regrets. 

I know that I'm supposed to live my life to the fullest, which I did, but here are some things I don't want to leave unsaid. One of them consists of three words. Words you probably don't understand, but that's alright. They are three simple words, you'll probably never get to understand why, but here it is. I love you. That is the first regret I had. Not telling you these words. I was afraid, scared of rejection, but to my discretion, may it have been a relief if I just so happened to say those words to you. 

The second thing I wish to say is that I want you to move on. Please, don't dwell on the past. I know it's too late to say, but at least it's better than nothing. Move on Kei, I know you can do it. You're headstrong, fierce, salty and all but I know you can do it. It might be irrational for me to say these words to you, but please, I don't want you to regret anything, so please Kei, live your life to the fullest. 

I guess that's all I really have to say to you...I guess. Don't come back to my grave with regrets or I swear I'm going to haunt you! So, Tsukishima, Tsuki, Kei, I love you, always have, always will.