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DATE:  March  13,  1999

Hey, diary. This is my first entry, I hope it doesn't suck like my grade in math. My uncle Jonathan thought that I should write down my feelings or stuff like writing. He says I'm good at writing. But I can draw too. Just like my uncle Will. My nana Joy and mama Tesa always kept all my drawings from when I was little. So, diary, let's have you get to know me. 

I'm thirteen years old. My mom's name is Rene and she had me when she was pretty young-- that's what I was told anyway. My parents met... well, I don't remember how, but you know something? Every time Dad and I head out, we get stares that kinda weird me out. I mean, who wants to get stared at by people you don't even know? At school in the town we used to live in, people were mean to me sometimes. They tell me that I was a bastard child and that I was the next  "Zombie Boy" or the next "Will Byers" that's my uncle, you inconsiderate a-holes. Yeah, Hawkins isn't a really good place but on the bright side, we moved and I met a boy. 

His name is Daniel Pierce. We were 10 at that time and he likes to be called Danny. He was always there when people would say a bunch of stuff that weren't true... Were they? Now that I think about it. Maybe, I do admire him. Maybe I don't. I don't know it's complica-- 

My pen ran out of ink, "Damn it."

Hi lovely readers! This is just a lil glimpse of fetus Byers a few years ahead.
I'm excited for a certain future chapter, but the next chapter will have angst: like recalls of childhood trauma-- I'm so sorry. But trust me, she will find peace soon. Her family and the party will be there after s4, I'm sure of it.

But for now, all this angst is just for the plot and relationships between the oc and others. 
I apologize for the rant and the triggers in the future. 

Please know that I love you all very much and thank you for 1.7k!! 
You are all beautiful and loved. <3

- author 

p.s. the image is my parent's hometown.
trust me, it's one beautiful place. :)