Take Me Or Leave Me

Bi? Lesbian? Pan?...

So here's what happened last week...

Kurt found a video of Sue, and the Glee Club posted it online. And then somebody made a "Glist" of who in the Glee Club was the naughtiest. So Rachel tried to seem like a bad girl by doing a video with Finn, Puck and Jesse, but mostly it just hurt their feelings, and the song was really, really bad. Like maybe the worst song ever written. But Meg went to comfort Jesse as he was super heart-broken and now their kind of friends. Also Megan and Santana had a huge fight and stopped seeing each other in privet and have been avoiding each other but they still kinda have feelings for each other which is confusing because they both think their straight. And, Sue spilled the beans that Will sucked face with Shelby Corcoran and that one time April Rhodes spent the night, which totally hurt Emma's feelings.

And that's what you missed on GLEE!

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Oh...My....Goodness...

"Who is that guy?" Brittany asked me as Puck walked into the choir room.

"Puck...I think." I replied as I stared at the near bald Puck. It was so weird.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Santana looking at him with confusion and disgust. Kind of like how I looked when my heart broke when I saw Santana and Brittany on a date- no Megan! Don't think about that, it's in the past! All in the past...

After that school day, Kurt and I got home and I had only one thing on my mind: Bisexuality.

After Artie told me about all the sexualities, I had to do some research. I went to my room and got my laptop as Kurt was upstairs doing something but he wouldn't be down for a while so I had some privacy.

Okay, so, 'What are the different sexualities?'

'LIST OF GENDERS & SEXUALITIES'

This will work..

'Heterosexual- The attraction to a gender different from their own.'

Maybe, I mean, I do love Mike but I have some form of feelings for Santana and I also think Brittany is super pretty and won't mind dating her and Quinn as well, she is beautiful. I know I've been telling everyone I'm straight but I really don't think I'm straight anymore...so nope, next.

'Homosexual- The attraction to a gender the same as their own. Sometimes referred to as gay.'

I don't think so, I really do love Mike and I find other guys cute so no.

'Lesbian- Women who are attracted only to other women.'

Same as before, I love Mike so nope. Although, now I think about it, I said I never had a crush on a guy before Mike but I've always seen these beautiful girls and wanted to be like them when I was younger; but maybe I didn't want to be like them, I wanted to be with them...Ok forget what I said in the past, I'm not straight.

'Bisexual- When you are attracted to two or more genders. This term is generally used to describe being attracted to men and women, but can apply to being attracted to any two or more genders. Note that you do not have to be equally attracted to each gender.'

This is the one I was most interested in. From what I've said before, this makes the most sense. I have feelings for both Mike and Santana and I find both girls and boys attractive, so does that make me bi? Or am I really just straight and Santana's messing with my head? You can find girls pretty without having a crush on them, right? Or am I really a lesbian and I'm just lying about liking Mike? Ug, why is sexuality so confusing?!