Story synopsis: You've been happily living with your Tardis family for a while now, but things are getting intense. With unprecedented feelings for two amazing women, you are left balancing your mental health, relationships and so, so much running... For this Novella to make sense, please ensure you have read Novellas 1, 2 and 3 for context. As usual, these are your general Trigger Warnings, but I will provide more specific warnings at the beginning of each chapter. TW// Suicide, self injury, mental illness, grief, violence/abuse (sexual and physical) I'm having so much fun writing these books so I hope you're enjoying them as much as I am. Of course, I do not own any of these characters, I choose to use them for creative and entertainment purposes only, all rights reserved to the BBC. Let's get started, Fantastic!