Okay, so maybe what happened the other day did not go as planned. However, I think maybe I will try a new approach to confessing to him. I looked at myself in the mirror, and I was topless. "Damn, I gained some weight," I said to myself. I put my hands on my waist and began to check myself out. I flexed my muscles and began to wink at myself in the mirror. "Oh hey, Kiku... I didn't see you there," I said, flipping my hair.
"Oh, you like strong guys? Well, I got news for you.." I added. Looking into the mirror, I began to flex and do poses to make me look cool. "Kiku, wanna go on a date? We will have a wild time," I practiced. Wait no! I have to be charming! "Aye kiku, wanna hang?" I spoke. I began to flip my hair around and smirk to myself in the mirror. "Alfred! You are a hunk!" I told myself. "Who cares if you think you are a fat piece of garbage? We will get the guy!" I laughed.
I finger gunned myself in the mirror and smirked. "Oh yeah! Still got it," I smiled. "ALFRED! KIKU IS HERE TO GO TO SCHOOL!" I heard a shout. It frightened me, and as I composed myself, I dropped many things off the floor. "I AM COMING, DAD!!!" I yelled. I was not even close to being ready, and I did not want kiku to see me like this.
I tripped over some of my shoes and landed on my face "owe..." I winced. I was still only in my underwear, and I needed to find some clothes to put on. I slowly tried to get up from the floor by grabbing onto the doorknob, but for some reason, my hand slipped, and I fell again. "GOD DAMN IT ALL!!!" I shouted.
I quickly got up again and held onto my head in pain. "Alfred? You okay?" My dad said from outside of the room. "Yes! I just slipped," I called. Of course, he came to my room to check on me. I started shuffling around to look for clothes and freaked out. The door to my room began to jiggle, and I was like a lunatic trying to look for something to wear. "Not yet," I said. This was embarrassing!
The door slowly opened, and I quickly ran over to stop it from opening all the way. I peeked my head through and saw that it was Kiku. He startled me so much that I let go of the knob, and he opened the door more. Exposing me in my underwear.... only in my underwear.
My face turned red, and my heart beat faster as his eyes widened. "Don't look; I'm really out of shape and fat," I cried. I quickly grabbed the blanket from my bed and covered myself as he walked in and closed the door. "Fat? I don't think so. Why would you say that?" He asked, confused.
"I-... I told you I wasn't ready!"
"You are taking long, and we will be late."
"Well... you should have waited."
"Alfred, I've seen you naked before," he spoke. "We went swimming together, and it doesn't count," I tried to correct. However, Kiku gave me a wide smile and sat on my bed. He was always like this, and it's what I liked about him."You know I do not care what you look like. I don't think you are fat, and I wish you would stop worrying about that. It makes me upset seeing you this way all the time. What do I have to do for you to not worry about that stuff anymore?" He chuckled. My body became numb, and I dropped the blanket, exposing my nearly naked body. He never cared what I looked like, and it was another reason why I was in love with him. Maybe this is it? Maybe I could tell him how I feel right now.
"Kiku... I-...." my bedroom door slammed open, and I turned to look at who it was. "Oh... what's happening here? I didn't expect that the two of you would...." my papa pointed to me in my underwear and looked to Kiku, who was on the bed. "We are just friends, haha," Kiku laughed.
For some reason, an arrow struck me in the heart, and I wanted to collapse. "Papa, what do you need?" I asked. I was nearly about to lose my mind. "Right... your dad said to hurry up and go to school," he smiled. My papa closed the door and left, and I was alone with Kiku again. "I'll put something on," I spoke. "Alfred, what were you going to say before."
"Oh, it is nothing..."
"I see... well. Just know I don't want you to worry about your appearance. I think you look fantastic! I am sure anyone would be lucky to have you as their boyfriend," he smiled. The arrow was removed from my chest, and I felt happier. "Anyone?" I asked. "Yes! Any girl would love you," he smiled. I see... he meant girl. He does not see guys that way. "I know you try many things to lose weight, but really! I think you are perfect the way you are," he smiled.If only he knew how much I wanted to kiss him. How badly I wanted him to be mine. I was in love with him, but for some reason, I was too much of a loser to tell him. Maybe I should try a different approach to the confession? I am such an idiot! "Thank you... you are... I think you are more than perfect ... no! I know you are more than perfect." I spoke nervously. His eyes widened at what I said, and soon a tiny smile appeared on his face. "Thank you," he spoke softly. He was more than perfect; anyone could see that.
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One of a kind (Ameripan)
Hayran KurguAlfred has been in love with kiku since the first day he saw him. However, he knows better not to be honest with him about it. Struggling with becoming his ideal body image and trying to hold back on how he feels, it has come to a point where he ha...