It will never matter.
It has never mattered.
No matter how much you wish it will change you and your problems will always be irrelevant.
Give up. Just stop trying already you sad excuse for a human being.
Stop thinking you're special, that no one goes through what you go through. You naïve and ignorant.
You shouldn't even be alive.
You chose to live, but only so that you could suffer some more? Disgusting.
I'm sorry I'm you. I wish I was someone else. Someone less pathetic.