People only want me when I'm in a good mood. It's the only time it's convenient for them it seems.
Cause apparently when I'm not smiling, it's a burden to everyone. You can't tell me this isn't true cause my own mom just said that she didn't want to do my hair until I was in a good mood and smiling.
God I'm so fucking tired of smiling for everyone, am I not allowed to have a break? Oh, yeah I forgot, I'm not. Sorry.
It's whatever, putting on a smile is what I'm best at, been doing it for years for everyone I know. What's stopping me from doing it now?
I really wish I killed myself on new years.
