My mom pretty much just told me she didn't care if I bleed to death, and I won't lie, I haven't been able to stop crying.
One of my biggest fears or insecurities, was that people that are supposed care about me, wouldn't care if I died. And I right now, I really want to kill myself.
It hurts so bad, and I don't know who to talk to and I just wish I couldn't feel anything. I'm usually so good at writing about how I feel, but what's there to write if I feel empty? I'm sorry.
