Sometimes I just wish I couldn't love. That I didnt have to feel attraction to someone because maybe then this wouldn't hurt so much.
Feeling so alone, and tired of life. Maybe I'd have someone to talk to me at times like this, console me, love me without anything else.
Maybe that's just me being hopeful. Maybe this is how I'll feel even when I'm with someone. Maybe I'm messed up and broken. Damaged goods.
Well, that makes things a lot worse the huh?
