I feel like I can't love, in a healthy stable way. But then again, I guess it's always been like that.
I give all of myself into loving someone, without realizing that I may be hurt, and when I do get hurt, a part of me breaks. Then I go back to loving the same way.
It's an endless cycle and I've realized, that I've lost all the love I kept for myself too. And when I started to get it back, I decided to love again. And parts of me were ripped and torn to small little bits. Broken pieces of me that could never be replaced. But I guess that's my fault. I chose to love.
I chose who to love. I let myself fall. And part of me regrets it. But there's nothing I can do now. I'm too far gone.
