You know, just a few weeks or days ago, I felt so bad to the point of actually almost killing myself then and there.
But what I'm feeling right now, almost feels worse.
I want to talk to someone, I want to talk about how I feel, but i don't want to trouble anyone with it, especially close friends.
Feeling lonely, and feeling like you have no one to talk to, hurts, really bad too.
To anyone who tells me I can talk to them, yeah I can. But I feel bad for bothering you, for making you deal with my problems.
I'm sorry for always feeling sad and for probably ruining your day.
