You know what sucks the most? The fact that I came home crying silently today. And you know what else?
I sobbed painfully, and quietly in my room before wiping my tears, making sure my eyes looked normal and putting on a smile and telling my dad my day was good when in reality I felt like shit and I couldn't do anything about it or talk to anyone because other stuff is going including a new student but I mean I guess it's okay.
I'm just an attention whore that should be ignored lmao.
It's just the fact that I need to be reassured and there's no one there to reassure me because everyone thinks I'm okay now, which sometimes is true and other times is completely false but I mean, no one really cares anymore and that's okay. So yay
At least I won't cut
