Black Veil Brides ~ one shots

Sorry - Andy

Warning: self harm

You looked at yourself in the mirror. Fat, it was the only thought that hit you. But not as much as when he left. You felt your rips through your skin. Andy could come home anytime now. He had been away for a couple of months on tour. You looked at your arms. They were covered in scars both old and new. You had promised Andy to stop, but you missed him so badly. You covered your arms with a hoodie. You were hungry, but you didn't want to eat. You didn't want to be fat. You weren't good enough for Andy, you thought. If he found out, that you didn't eat, when he was gone, he would be angry.

You heard the door and went out to see Andy. "(YN)!" he smiled and lifted you up. He sat you down and stared at you. "You... you look thinner" he said and you looked away. It was so damn hard to lie for him. He walked past you and opened the cabinets in the kitchen. "Why don't we have any food?" he said and looked frustrated at you.

"You can't do this against yourself" he said and grabbed your arm. You couldn't hide how much it actually hurt. "Take of that hoodie" he commanded. You bit your lips and looked away. "Take it off" he growled, and you slowly pulled it off. "(y/n)..." he said and looked at the gashes and scars on your arms. "You can't just hurt yourself like that" he said and stared at you. You felt tears coming, and you looked down. "Why do you do this?" he breathed and looked away from your arms. "I'm so stupid" you whispered. "Yes If you that" he said. "And I'm fat" you murmured. "That's bullshit (y/n)" he said angrily and began unpacking. "I didn't come home to see my girlfriend haven't been eating and is filled with scars." He said with a hopeless voice. "I'm hopeless." You cried, and he tried to hug you, but you stepped away. "You don't like me anymore" you whispered and buried your face in your hands. "Don't be so stupid, of course I still like you" he said and looked at you. "Stupid..." you muttered and ran to the bathroom. You locked the door and fell down against it. Tears ran down your face, as you searched for the little piece of metal. You pressed it against your skin.

"(y/n) please come out" you heard Andy say on the other side of the door. "We have to talk about it" he said and knocked on the door. Blood began running down your arm and landed on the floor. "Please come out" he said outside. "Please (y/n)" you heard him sit down against the door. "Listen I didn't mean it" he said, but you didn't care. You pressed the metal against your wrist one more time. "(Y/n)? What are you doing?" he sounded nervous, but you didn't answer. "(y/n) please let me in" he said and stood up. "I didn't mean it, I'm sorry" he said. "Please it's your birthday, I have a present for you" he said hopeful. You had forgotten all about your birthday. You unlocked the door. "Can I come in?" he asked, but you didn't answer. You lay down on the cold floor. The blood ran down your arms, and you dropped the piece of metal.

Andy opened the door and looked at you. His eyes were read. "(y/n)..." he said with a thick voice. You closed your eyes. "I'm so sorry, I... I shouldn't have said that" he whispered and began to cover your arms with towels. "(y/n)... I'm so so sorry" he said and lifted you up. "Please forgive me I called you stupid" he said quietly and placed you on the bed. You opened your eyes and sat up against the wall. "I didn't mean it" he said and looked you in the eyes. "I have a present for you" he said and left the room. He came back with a folded t-shirt. He gave it to you. There was a print of him on it. "Another band shirt?" you asked and looked at him. "Better" he said excited, "there is something inside" he said and bit his lip. "You have always been the one for me" he said and put a hand on the shirt, so you couldn't see what was inside. "And I'm so so sorry for what I said. You are beautiful and clever and thin and perfect to me" he said and took back his hand. A small box fell out from the shirt, and you stared at it. He took it and opened it. A beautiful little silver ring looked up at you, and you smiled.