Mirror - Andy

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Warning: self harm

"I invited the guys, I hope it's okay" Your boyfriend Andy said, and you stared at him. "But they don't like me" you complained and sighed. They really didn't like you. Lately you had got a lot of hate in every magazine, and angry tweets that called you a poser and whore, because you were dating Andy, and lots of people hated you. They said you didn't care about Andy only fame. Some rumors circled that you even hit him, but you could never even think of that. "They don't hate you, don't worry" he said and kissed you. "Can I at least hide so I don't have to talk to them?" you smiled, but inside you knew, that they believed, what the magazines said about you. "Do as you want to" he said and kissed you one more time before opening the door for his band mates.

"Where is (y/n)?" you heard Ashley ask. You could hear what they talked about through the wall. "She is... not here" Andy murmured, and no one said anything, like it was the most normal thing his girlfriend weren't there. "I'll find something to drink" you heard Andy say, before you heard him walk to the kitchen.  "Isn't it a bit weird she is never here?" CC asked quietly. "She is pretty weird" Jinxx said, and you began feeling a pain in the words. "I think she is using Andy" Ashley said, and a tear fell down your cheek. "We have to get that slut away from Andy" Jake said, and your eyes filled with tears. How could they say that, they didn't even know you?

You didn't want to hear more of it. You silently opened the door and listed to the living room. "Isn't your music about not judging other people?" you cried and ran to the bathroom, leaving the guys speechless. "What's going on?" you heard Andy say, before you slammed the door to the bathroom. You sat down on the floor, burying your face in your arms.  You sobbed and reached out for the wash. You looked at yourself in the mirror. Then you hit it so hard it splintered. You heard running steps outside, but you didn't care. You felt a bit warm blood running from your fist. With a shaking hand you took one of the sharp pieces and put it against your wrist. You had been cut free for a long time, but this was more than you could handle. "(y/n)" Andy said outside, as you pressed the little piece against your wrist. He opened the door, you forgot to lock, and gasped. "(y/n)!" he said taking the little piece from you.

He covered your arm with a towel and lifted you up. "Look, look what you idiots did to her" he said almost pushing CC and Jake away from the couch, so he could lay you there. The guys stared at you, and you looked at Andy. He leaned down and hugged you. "How dare you calling her such things" he said and stared at the guys. "We... uhm" the guys tried. "Listen maybe you think she is a whore or slut or whatever, but she's not. I love her so stay away from her" Andy said, his voice was thick, and he closed his eyes. "Out, now!" he said and the guys almost ran out. "Don't listen to them" Andy said, and you looked down. "Andy, we need a new mirror" you tried to smile but it didn't really happen. He nodded and hugged you again.

Andy's phone rang, and he picked it up. "Please don't hang up" you heard Jake say. Andy put the phone on speaker so you could hear it too. "We are so so so sorry, what we said was stupid and childish, and we want to make it good again." Jake said and you smiled. "We will do whatever you want us to" CC said in the phone, and you looked at Andy. "Well I have always wanted to see the Eifel tower" you laughed, and Andy smiled. "You can also pay the new mirror" Andy laughed and kissed you.

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