Black Veil Brides ~ one shots

I have feelings for him - Andley

Warning: suicide attempt 

You opened the door to the apartment; you shared with your best friend Andy. You wondered, why it was open, there was quiet in the apartment. All the light was turned off, but Andy's boots were standing behind the door. You looked around in the apartment for him, but you couldn't find him. The door to the bathroom was closed but not locked. You knocked slowly on the door. "Andy?" you called nervously. Nothing happened. You opened the door, a scream escaping your lips. Andy was lying on the floor in the bathroom, his red and teary eyes were closed. He was only wearing boxers and a shirt. Down his legs and arms words were written in his skin. Blood was dripping down on the floor from the terrible words on his body. You grabbed your phone and called an ambulance. You hung up and kneeled down beside him. "Andy" you whispered, tears running down your cheeks. He opened his eyes weakly and looked at you. "What happened Andy?" you cried and took his cold hand. "Sorry" he murmured weakly. "Did you do this to yourself? Why Andy?" you cried and grabbed some towels and wrapped around his wounds. "I have to... tell you something... (y/n)" he said weakly. You stared into his weak, blue eyes. "I... I have feelings... for him... for... Ashley" he said, and you heard the ambulance coming.

--- Two hours later---

You walked around in circles in the waiting room. The doctor finally came in, and you couldn't wait to hear, what he would tell you. "How is he?" you asked impatient. "He will be fine, but he was in shock, he needs to rest" the doc told you. "Can I see him?" you asked, and the doc nodded. He showed you the way to Andy's room and let you inside. You sat down beside your friend and took his hand. You looked at the words written down the arms. The wounds had been cleaned, and it was easy to see the words. Gay, faggot and die were some of the words. "Why Andy?" you muttered quietly. Andy opened his eyes a bit and looked at you. "Sorry" he said weakly. "It's going to be okay" you assured him and gave him a little smile, you didn't felt. "(Y/n)" he whispered and grabbed a little tighter around your hand. "Yes Andy?" you said and looked him in the eyes. "Don't... don't tell Ashley... what I said" he said with teary eyes, you nodded and sat in silence.

A few days later Andy was ready to go home. He was resting upstairs, when you heard someone knocking on the door. You walked out to open and were met by a red eyed and messy Ashley. You closed the door behind him and pulled him into a hug. "Hey what's wrong?" you asked and let him to the couch. "Where is A-Andy" his voice cracked, and you hugged him tightly. "He is sleeping upstairs" you told him and felt his tears soak your shirt. He pulled away slowly. "Sorry" he said and sniffled. "It's okay, now tell me what's wrong?" you said and looked into his red eyes. "I was so scared... what happened to Andy?" he asked, and you looked down. "Uhm... I... he can tell you later" you mumbled "I was so scared, I thought, we lost him" he whispered and sniffled again. "(Y/n)..." he said, and you looked up at him. "I love Andy..." he whispered. "What?" you said, a smile crept across your face. "I know it's stupid but... I love him" he looked down and smiled embarrassed. "Can I see him?"

You opened the door to Andy's bedroom and told Ashley to stay outside. You closed the door after you and sat down beside Andy. "Andy?" you called quietly. He rolled around and looked up at you. "Ashley is here, he wants to talk to you" you told him, and he sat up a bit. "My arms..." he mumbled. "It's okay, he likes you" you whispered in his ear. A hopeful smile appeared on his lips. "I'll let him in" you said and went to open the door for Ashley. He came in and looked startled at Andy's arms. "Sorry Ash" Andy muttered and looked down at his sheets. Ashley looked nervously at you, and you gave him a little encouraging smile. You were about to leave, but Ashley grabbed your wrist and pulled you back inside. You both sat down on Andy's bed.

"Why are you crying?" Andy asked. You could see that he was still weak. "I realized something and came over as fast as possible..." Ashley said slowly. "I heard some days ago, that you were in the hospital... and I was scared, because no one would tell me why. (Y/n) called me, when you got out, and then I came over here, I want to know what happened" he said and looked at Andy's arms. "Uhm..." Andy murmured awkwardly. He looked up at you without knowing what to say. "You should tell him" you said quietly. "Tell me what?" Ashley asked confused. "I did it to myself" Andy said looking uncomfortable at his arms. "What? Why?" Ashley said, he was fighting against tears, and you felt so uncomfortable looking at his sad face. "I..." Andy started, but instead he lifted his arms so Ashley could read the words. "Idiot, fag, gay..." Ashley murmured and looked into Andy's blue eyes. "Really?" Ashley murmured, and Andy nodded. A smile spread across Ashley's face. "God you guys are so slowly" you murmured making them laugh.