Too late - Ashley

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Warning: self-harm

You grabbed the mascara and looked in the mirror, just a single touch there and done. You were ready for your boyfriend Ashley to come home. In the beginning you felt a bit uncomfortable, but it disappeared fast. The lingerie was perfect, and now you were just waiting for your boyfriend. He would be home later in the evening, he promised that, when he left in the morning. It was a bit cold, so you took on a t-shirt. You made a cup of coffee and turned on the TV. You began watching a movie about a girl who was dead but didn't know it. You began getting worried, usually he would be home by ten, but he didn't come.

The clock hit eleven and still no sign of Ashley. You checked your phone but nothing from Ashley. You walked out and removed the makeup from your face. You were a bit annoyed, that he didn't come. But you were also nervous if anything happened to him. "Ash please come home" you whispered to yourself as a tear fell down your cheek. You took the razor blade and looked at it for a moment. What if he was with a girl? You thought and placed the blade on your wrist. One cut, two cuts, three cuts. Blood and tears mingled, and you began feeling dizzy. You cleaned up the floor and threw the blade in the bin. You took your phone and sat in the bed instead. You slowly began nodding off, and short after you fell asleep.

"Babe..." you heard Ashley say, and you felt his hair against your cheek. He was lying beside you with an arm around you. "Good morning baby girl" he smiled and kissed you. "Where have you been?" you asked and wondered why came home so late. A smell of cologne and alcohol hit your nose. "Have you been drinking?" you asked and looked strictly at him. "Not much" he said and kissed you again. "I'm sorry I was so late" he said and looked at your phone. It was almost three in the night. "The guys and I had such a good time and we forgot all about time" he said and looked down. "Forgive me please" he said and made puppy eyes. You laughed and noticed that your shirt was lying on the floor. "What is my shirt doing on the floor?" you asked a bit dizzy. "You better tell me why you are dressed like that" he said and laughed. "I was waiting for you all evening Ash" you said and sat up. "You look hot" he smiled and sat beside you. "Not a reason to take my shirt" you laughed and hit him with your pillow. "Hey hey no pillow fights now" he laughed and grabbed his own. "Okay wait, I have to go to the bathroom first then" he laughed and threw his pillow after you.

"Hug me first" he said, when he came back. He grabbed your wrist before you could hug him. "(y/n)..." he said and looked at the gashes on your skin. You looked down, you forgot all about it after your woke up. "I come home and find a razorblade in the bin... why (y/n)" He said and looked you in the eyes. "I was so worried about you..." you murmured and your eyes began burning. He hugged you, and you began crying into his shirt. "Promise me to never do it again" Ashley said, his voice were different. You looked up at him. "Ash? Are you crying?" you asked and wiped away a tear from your own eyes. "Great now we are both crying in the bedroom in the middle of night" he said and sniffled. "Let's forget everything and have a pillow fight" he laughed and kissed you gently. You grabbed your pillow and hit him with it. "One to me, zero to you" you laughed, as he ran after you to the kitchen with his pillow in the hand.

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