Our Unfinished Love. ✔

Chapter 53.

Song :- Jee Ve Sohaneya ( Jab Harry met Sejal ).

All we have is now........

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{ ANAYA }

It was said that ' Life isn't meant to be easy, it's meant to be lived. Sometimes happy, other times rough...But every up and down you learn the lesson that makes you strong '.

After all in the end we only regret the chances we didn't take.

London from where it all started......I didn't know that I would experience that many things in this one life. Now here I am sitting again at the same place writing about my journey that never finished.

Love....!

It was said that Love makes us do what is sometimes which can wrong for others, but for us, it is the best. He was right at his place when he said that SHE was the one for him and also that I was a fool to believe that he will like someone like me who was even not from his class...

A common girl.....!

That's what he said that day. I still remember those green blank eyes, that day they had many things in the rage, deep secrets but the most I saw was disgust...for what?

Me...!

Like it was telling me that I was the biggest mistake of his existence.....maybe I was.

I don't what to say or whom to blame because whatever happened was not his fault nor was anyone else's fault because choosing a person whom you love over the person who was just revenge was not wrong at all. People said that one should stand for their rights....which is correct but when that right was never ours, then how can we fight for that?

That night changed my whole existence, in my own married life I was the 2nd woman, and I snatched a woman's love from her, that moment I felt dirty, I shouldn't have let the person get close to me who was never meant for me, but how can I not if his one look meant the world to me if his eyes always showed how I was the only person he wants when his one look makes my heart skip a beat.....

Now come to think it was all facade...my illusion, I was living in dreamland that he will one day acknowledge me and my love, but why would he when SHE meant everything to him.....that one night changed much life. Now when I look back I blame myself for ruining a family.

They say he cheated on me but to be cheated we first need to have relation at least... but we never had any...

It was me who was having an illusion that it was a relationship.

I still remember his every word......

You can go back from where you came I have a family now and I don't need my wife to worry...

Please go back, Anaya......!

I want to ask him if she was his wife then what was I.....Who was Anaya...

But it was like words had stuck in my throat that day.

Please go back, that's what he said that day when I was broken, but when he said that I knew at that moment itself that it was time to say goodbye...but for him, I was happy, at least he will always be happy...I still remember, Our talking without words, our long walks together when we don't say anything but there was a contentment that we were together in that silence, his protective embrace, his deep secretive green orbs which can see through me, everything ends there and then... at that very moment.