13 | D.B. II Blackstar

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Shouting breaks the silence
They're at it again
Every night, violence

Lock myself away
Far from religious
But I would even pray

Thud! Hole in the wall
Guess I was wrong
Little sister starts to bawl

She says we won't be back
But it doesn't matter
The next man will be just as bad

"At least I have mom" I thought
But though she was there, she's really not
Locked away for days, her kids distraught

Prisoner to her vices, strangers and drugs
Kids left to wonder why
Mom doesn't want anything to do with the them

Family's everywhere, but never felt more alone
Isolated from the world
Raised by my video games and phone

Brother told her once, she wasn't a good mom
Next I know, she's overdosed
She'd rather die than admit she's wrong

In a way I hate myself
Because, that day
I didn't feel a thing

Saved by chance, but faith was gone
Ran from her problems
Kids left to carry on

Pawned off to the nearest kind soul
Mother's mother, my true mom
She was there to console

I was alive, but far from unaffected
I turned out alright
But things were a bit harder than expected

- 1/2/20

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