26 | Haze

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It's hard to reflect on my memories and pain

When I've spent the last few years smoking out my brain

Fuzzy details, remembering can be a strain

But I tell myself it's what I need to keep myself sane

So I get high again and again

I look at myself through that windowpane

Watching myself smoke myself down the drain

Time passing me by like the falling rain

Day after day, get high then maintain

I want to be better, I want to break the chain

But I'm a hypocrite, I'm smoking now as I explain

- 3/15/21

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