Chapter 6

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Hero's pov

My head is foggy trying to remember what happened last night as I roll over throwing up. Luckily somebody put a bucket there and it lands inside of it as I empty the contents of my stomach out. "Thank fuck your up" I hear Felix say squinting I open my eyes to see him laying on the floor near my bed. "What the fuck happened last night mate?" I groan out rubbing my eyes. "You tell me Hero or better yet have fun telling Josephine and your sister when they get here" Felix yells at me angrily standing up. "Get here what do you mean there all the way in California" I say to him irritably trying to sit up but my head starts to spin and I lay back down with a groan. "Your on fucking drugs Hero trust me I know the truth now Noah told me about Jack and you confirmed it last night when Jo was on the phone for you" Felix says worriedly looking down at me. "She knows" I say nervously biting my lip. "Are you serious Hero that's what your worried about her and your sister went through hell last night not being able to get to you. We fucking thought you were going to die do you get that" Felix screams at me tears forming in his eyes. "I'm so sorry Felix I tried to stay away from Jack off the field but he just kept finding ways to slip me it" I try explaining it to him. "Jack won't be a problem anymore" he says with anger in his eyes. "Why bruv you didn't snitch right he'll bring me down with him" I say anxiously running my hands through my hair as my hands shake. "No but me and Flynn did have a talk with him" he says cracking his knuckles which I noticed are bloody and bruised. "So Jo and Mercy are coming here?" I ask him curiously. "Yes so you better get your ass in gear" he says glaring at me. "They can't see me like this" I say pointing down to myself. I'm covered in sweat and smell like an alcohol factory with a hint of vomit. "Then get your ass up it's almost 2pm me, Chloe and Noah took turns watching your ass all night and day" he says handing me a bottle of water and some aspirin. I quickly take the aspirin and gulp them down with the water. "So they know too then" I look down in shame. "Hero we're your family and we love you no matter what bruv we will get through this yeah" he says clapping me on my shoulder as he smiles at me. I get out of my bed and hop in the shower both loving and dreading the fact that she is going to be here soon. I never wanted her to see me sick. Fucking Jack I remember avoiding him like the plague the whole party until he cornered me when I went to the bathroom. I refused his offer and went in the bathroom to do my business. As I was in there I grabbed my phone and smiled as I watched Jo singing and blowing kisses towards the camera that she knew was recording for me. When that fucking Luke wanker said that shit about me my jaw clenched he's lucky my friends and girl jumped in making me smile knowing that I can always count on the them to have my back when someone is running their trap about me. When I had come out of the bathroom Jack was standing there holding a beer he offered me one and said he wanted to apologies and be friends opening the beer and handing it to me. Not wanting to be a total dick to a teammate I just nodded my head and took a sip as he smiled at me. He must of spiked the beer and acted like the cap was on. He's lucky Felix and Noah already beat his ass and my girls were coming or I'd leave right now to hunt his ass down. I get out the shower and dry off brushing my teeth leaving my towel wrapped around me. "Where the hell is he?" I hear my sweet angels voice coming through the door. "Josephine" I yell swinging the door open and running to the living room where she stands wearing one of my sweaters that engulfs her and black leggings with her white vans. She looks at me her eyes all red and puffy as she tears up again. "You fucking asshole do you know how sick to our stomachs we were" Mercy screams as she smacks me in my arm with every word. "I'm so sorry. God I'm so fucking sorry please forgive me. I promise you I haven't touched it since before I came to visit and then Jack slipped some into my beer last night" I say nervously holding my towel with one hand while the other runs through my hair. "Hero" Jo cries running into my arms as she holds me close looking up at me with tears streaming from her gorgeous eyes which are more grey now than blue from her tears and sadness. "Baby I wanted to tell you the truth. I was hurting and Jack said he could help me I didn't know it was opiates until it was too late. Plus I haven't been doing so well in my classes so I've been stressed" I say ashamed as I look down at her taking my thumb I gently wipe her tears from her cheeks. "I'm such a fuck up you deserve so much better but I'm also a selfish prick and I want you to be my girl forever" I tell her sincerely starting to cry as she just looks up at me sadly. "I love you Hero but I will not be with a drug user so choose" she says sternly looking up at me. "Choose between what?" I ask her confused. "Me or the drugs?" she says glaring at me as she crosses her arms which would almost be comical from the size of my sweater engulfing her hands if not for the heavy conversation we are having.  Is she nuts that's not even a choice that had to be asked. "Josephine I love you so much that's not a choice you had to ask yeah" I say caressing her cheek with my hand as I say continue "of course it's you. It will always be you above everything" I finish bending down and kissing her tenderly. "I'm still mad at you but the joy to see you breathing is over powering that for now" Jo says glaring up at me making Mercy giggle. "Ditto" she agrees with her. "This conversation isn't over big brother but I have to take care of my boyfriend right now" Mercy says sternly as she grabs Felix's hands and she looks down at his beat up knuckles kissing them as he smiles at her I notice the bags under his eyes. Under all their eyes fuck I really scared them and I will never put them through this shit again. Jo then pulls me towards my room. I hear Felix chuckle and Mercy say "thanks for being with him babe." Yes I really need to thank Felix, Noah and Chloe for helping me out. I have a feeling Jo and Mercy played a part in them helping me out too. "Don't ever scare me like that again do you understand me" Jo says worriedly as she sits on my bed looking around and gives a small smile when she sees the framed pictures I have of us laid out on top of my nightstand as she picks one up of us at the beach that I had taken this summer her golden hair was blowing in my face as she laughed the sun shining from her eyes as I snapped the picture of us. "That's my favorite" I say smiling at her. "I'm serious Hero we need to talk about these things. You could of died do you know what that would of done to me? When I'm the one who told you to go to the party in the first place it would of been my fault" she cries out as tears form in her eyes again and she sniffles. I bend down my towel almost falling off as I grab her face making her look at me. "This isn't your fault it's mine and Jack's no one else is to blame here especially you" I say kissing her lips and feeling like I can finally breathe again. I barely feel the withdrawal sickness as every kiss and touch she gives me sends shivers down my spine. "I'm so happy your here" I groan out all of a sudden she grips my hard length under the towel quickly throwing it off of me. "Are you sure love I mean aren't you mad at me still" I say groaning out as she grips my dick pumping it as she squeezes tighter as she goes up and down. "Yes I am mad, very mad" she says pulling her hand away after she licks my tip making me groan in pleasure. "Now lay down" she demands making me smirk at her as I do as she says. She slowly takes my sweater off of her body revealing her creamy perky breasts to me. "Fuck Jo you didn't have anything on under that" I groan out admiring her body as she smirks at me shimmying out of her black leggings and throwing them in my face making me chuckle. "No I was too worried about getting to you than I was about my appearance or undergarments" she says sternly rolling her eyes at me. "Fuck I'm sorry" I say grabbing her hips as she straddles over me. "One slip up and that's it you'll never feel this again" she says sternly sliding her slick wetness over my length as her juices coat my dick and her walls clench around me as she grinds her hips up and down. "Holy shit love your so wet and tight. I won't ever fuck up again I promise" I groan out in pleasure as I watch her beautiful body above me as she grips my torso and I grip her hips tighter as I push up into her harder thrusting my hips to match hers. "Hero fuck" she moans out as I feel her legs begin to shake knowing she's close. "That's right love let go" I groan out as I lean up licking and sucking on her perky nipples as she continues to glide her slickness over my length making my spine tingle as the sensation comes through my belly and down my groin. "Fuck I'm gonna cum love" I groan out barely able to hold on. She grabs my face and kisses it hard while we hold each other close both of us still grinding into each other. I feel her walls tightening and clench around me and I loose control as I let my seed shoot inside of her she continues to grind down on me with two more thrusts and then throws her head back moaning as she lets her juices coat down my length. "I missed you so much" I say kissing her face as we hold on to each other still connected as we catch our breathes. "I missed you more" she says sadly looking into my eyes as she climbs off of me grabbing my towel that was discarded as she wipes her center and thighs off and handing it to me as I clean my length off quickly tossing the towel in the dirty clothes pile near my door. "How did you and Mercy convince the rents to let you's come here earlier?" I ask her nervously as I get dressed shaking off the cold chill that ran through me. "Well Mercy called your parents first and they refused until they could speak to mines. When my parents came home from working and they each took one look at me and Mercy while all I could mutter was your name while I was crying hysterically and they immediately grabbed us both the first tickets out of LAX" she says nervously biting her nails as she slips her leggings back on reaching into her suitcase to grab a bra and t shirt. "Do you think they know what happened?" I say nervously. I love the Langford's sometimes more than my own parents. I just hope if they do know they don't look at me any differently. "No babe I had Mercy tell them that you just needed us and were having a harder time than you led us all to believe" she says sadly. "I'm sorry I never wanted you to see this side of me" I say as tears well up in my eyes and I put my head down covering my face in shame. She grabs my hands pulling them off of my face as she takes my chin tilting it up as she makes me look up at her "Hero I love you. Every part of you flaws and all but you can change." Her greyish-blue eyes stare down at me with so much love as I wrap my arms around her waist and inhale her sweet scent. The perfume bottle doesn't do this justice nothing is like smelling it off of her skin. "You really think I can change" I ask her nervously biting my lip as I look up at her. "Your Hero Fiennes Tiffin I don't think there's much you can't do" she says smirking at me as she takes her thumb rubbing it over my lips and then crashes her perfect lips against mines. It's her, the faith she puts in me that makes me know in my heart I will do everything to the be the best man I can be for her. "I love you baby so much" I cry out holding on to her as she runs her fingers through my hair. "You need to eat something it's almost 4pm and I know you've having ate since yesterday" she says to me sternly. My stomach rumbles as soon as she says it making us both laugh. "See even your body agrees with me" she says giggling. "I always agree with you love" I say cheekily smirking at her as I get up. I shiver as I feel a cold sweat pass through me. "Hey are you feeling ok I read up withdrawal symptoms and remedies last night and  on the way here" she looks at me nervously. "I feel a little sick but better than I would if you weren't here" I admit to her honestly. "I brought some stuff here take this" she says running to her bag and pulling out a few bottles of pills. "Are you sure I should take any pills?" I look at her worriedly. "Hero these are non addictive medicine to help you trust me your never taking a pain pill again" she says sadly handing me two pills. I smile at her and grab my water bottle taking them quickly. "Where did you get them from anyway?" I ask her curiously as we walk into the kitchen. "My parents are doctors Hero we have stuff for everything. I gave you Zofran for the nausea and upset stomach and clonodine to help with the anxiety but only a small dose and it's not addictive" she adds. "Thanks baby but all I needed was you" I tell her sincerely as I wrap my arms around her. "I can't always be here Hero so you need to find another way to get through stuff. Obviously talking and face timing me wasn't enough" she sighs out frustratedly as she starts making some tacos seeing the kit in the counter and checking if we have all the ingredients. I grab the hamburger and pan as I start to brown the meat. "It was enough I just didn't want to burden you with my pitiful life" I say sadly. "Hero I love you. Your burdens are my burdens. So please if anything in your life happens to be shit tell me before you dig yourself deeper into the pile" she says sternly chopping the lettuce. "All right I'll tell you everything from now on" I say sincerely. "What's cooking it smells yummy?" Mercy says walking into the kitchen with Felix. "Tacos" I say grinning at her. "I'm so freaking happy to see you back to normal mate" Felix says exstatically giving me a smile. "I'm getting there and I need to thank you all for being here for me. It means a lot" I tell them all looking at each of them smiling as they smile back. "We will always have your backs big brother" Mercy says giving me a hug as I hold her tightly. "I love you little sister" I tell her kissing the top of her head. "I love you too you big jerk" she says tearing up as she playfully punches me. We eat our tacos, talking and laughing then we all go and watch a movie together while I hold Jo snuggled against me as we lay on the couch and I'm almost feeling myself again the medicine is definitely working I don't feel the nauseous feeling in the pit of my stomach and my nerves are not all over the place. The cold flashes even stopped I just hope the night sweats don't come either and I don't wake up with Jo drenched in my withdrawal sweat. When the movie ends Mercy and Felix get up. "I messaged Noah and Chloe and told them your ok and to thank them" Jo tells me as Mercy and Felix grab our empty plates and cups since we cooked and they had offered to clean up. "Thanks love I need to thank them both myself but I want to do it in person" I tell her as she nods her head yawning at me trying not to giggle as I look at her smirking as I stifle a yawn. Chain reaction to seeing someone else yawn. "I'm sorry I haven't slept very well since last night" she says to me sadly. "Don't apologize baby" I tell her. "Oi we're gonna hit the sack" I tell Felix and Mercy as they laugh washing the dishes together splashing each other. "Good night Mercy, Felix" Jo says giggling as she watches them. "Oh night guys love yas" Mercy says quickly drying her hands as she runs over to give us each a hug. "Night JoJo I'm so glad you guys are home with us" Felix says grabbing Jo in a bear hug as she laughs. "I'm glad to be home too" she says looking over at me making my heart swell. She is my home that's the truth wherever she is that is my one true home. "I messaged all the rents too and let them know we are all good now" Mercy tells us as she walks back into the kitchen I nod at her as I  grab Jo's hand and I show her where  the bathroom is leaving her as I run to my room grabbing her some clean pajamas and panties out of her suitcase not bothering with a bra since I know she doesn't wear any to bed. I grab a clean pair of boxers and shorts and go back to the bathroom with them as I climb in the shower behind Jo. Just seeing her beautiful body glistening with soap has instantly got me hard again as she smirks looking down at me saying "Ohh". "Your tired baby come on we have three weeks to make love all night long yeah" I tell her smiling. "Yeah but I can do something that doesn't last long" she says cheekily as she drops to her knees taking my hard length in her mouth making me gasp as she sucks and licks taking me whole all the way to the back of her throat and back to the tip as she bobs her head up and down her cheeks hollowed out from the suction all while her dainty hands rub my balls and she looks up at me seductively her eyelashes wet as the water cascades over her. She moans as if giving me pleasure is also giving it to her which wouldn't surprise me because the feeling is mutual I get off just as much from tasting her. "I'm gonna cum love fuck" I groan out a few seconds later she takes her hand moving her tongue to the tip as I shoot my seed out and I watch her as she licks every drop off of me smiling. "Now I feel bad" I say trying to pull her towards me. "Don't you can make it up to me tomorrow" she says wickedly. "Oh really what did you have in mine baby girl" I ask her cheekily. "You'll just have to wait and see lover boy" she says giggling at me. We finish washing each other up and get out as I wrap the towel around her. We get dressed as I throw my boxers and shorts on and she slips into her t shirt and shorts leaving the panties as she grabs them and her dirty  clothes putting them into a neat pile. "Here's your toothbrush love" I say handing her the new light pink electric toothbrush I had gotten her the light pink one first so Felix got Mercy the lilac one. "Awwe thanks babe" she says giddily opening it up as she puts some toothpaste on it and brushes her teeth grinning at me as she giggles toothpaste flying into the sink as she turns her head spitting. "This one is great" she says smiling as she puts the toothbrush back in her mouth and continues to let the bristles run over her perfect teeth and tongue. "I'm glad you like it" I say happily as I put my toothbrush back in it's case. She nods as she finishes and puts hers back in the case handing it to me as I place it on the shelf. "Is the lilac one Mercy's?" she asks me smirking. "Yup" I say grinning at her. "She's going to be mad you know baby pink is our color" Jo says giggling. "Well I got it first so Felix had no choice" I say smirking at her. "He could of got her the same one" she says shrugging as we get in my room. "Then you guys would never know whose is whose" I say chuckling at her. "Hero seriously we are like sister's I've shared her toothbrush plenty of time" she says giggling at me as she smooths my duvet out fixing my pillows and fluffing them up. "Fine I'll tell Felix to go exchange it tomorrow then" I say to her pulling her away from my bed as I snuggle my head into the crook of her neck her hands running through the back of my hair. "I would of gotten better for you even if you couldn't have come" I tell her sincerely as I mumble into her neck. "I know but nothing was keeping me from getting to you" she says seriously. She looks at her phone as she sighs saying "it's only 6pm in L.A I should be wide awake." "It's my fault your exhausted come here" I say pulling her with me towards the bed as I jump on it holding her as she giggles in my arms. "After you have everything out of your system it should take a week or more depending how much you used. I am bringing Jack down" she says to me sternly her eyes blazing with fury at the mention of Jack. "No baby I'll handle it yeah" I try to assure her. "Hero no fuck no he almost killed you and he's lucky I don't want to spend my life away from you in jail otherwise he'd already be dead. He's also lucky that I told Felix and Noah to go easy on him and they just broke his nose and a few ribs" she says irritably. "You had them beat him up?" I ask her curiously she has never liked me fighting and now she's sending people to break noses. "It didn't take much persuasion they already wanted to kill him" she says shrugging at me. "Let's talk more about it tomorrow love. I just want to hold you now yeah" I say pulling her into my arms as I lay down and she rests her head on my chest rubbing her finger in little circles across my torso. I ask her the question I've been dreading to ask. "Are you able to spend the whole three weeks here?" I say nervously as I caress her hair. "Yup I have my interviews next week. So this week we take care of you, next week we take care of me, and the last week we take care of each other and have fun" she says excitedly. "We'll have fun all three weeks and how about we just take care of each other everyday and not focus on one of us more than the other" I tell her as she looks up at me smiling. "I like the sound of that" she says giddily. "I love you Josephine I don't know what I'd do without you in my life" I say sincerely. "I love you Hero so much" she says kissing me chastely as she lays her head back on my chest. "You did great at your show love it was incredible and thanks for sticking up for me with Luke" I tell her smiling. "Thanks babe they had some talent scouts in the crowd Sam said they took his number" she says excitedly. "Really that's great" I say happily but also a little nervously if I'm being honest. "Let's get some rest tomorrow is going to be a long day" I tell her grinning. "Why? What's tomorrow?" she asks worriedly looking up at me. "Oh nothing love I just plan on spoiling you rotten and showing you off to everyone to make them jealous" I say wickedly. "Hero really you had me worried" she says smirking smacking me playfully making me chuckle as I rub my arm saying "oww that hurt." "Stop being a baby about it" she says sticking her tongue out at me. I throw the duvet over us and snuggle closer to her as she wraps  her leg and arm around me her body molding perfectly against mine and we both sigh out loud in contentment. "Sweet dreams baby girl" I tell her kissing the top of her head we stay in silence just holding each other until I hear her breathing getting heavier looking down at her I see her eyes are closed a small smile formed on her face. I'm going to be fine. She is my saving grace. I fall asleep happily since the first time I got to Boston I sleep in absolute peace. In the arms of the woman I will love til I take my last breath on this earth and beyond that. Some people, like me don't believe in the afterlife. But Jo does which makes me want to believe because I will gladly be waiting for her in the sky if that's the case. Because I don't even think death will erase the love I have for her. Our love is eternal. 

Author's Note
Sorry I didn't update yesterday I had to take care of my grandmother since my grandfather got put in a dementia unit she hasn't been doing well and with covid we can't even visit him and he's getting worse. Prayers and positive vibes towards him are appreciated his name is Ronnie. Made the chapter longer 4,515 words before the A/N so hope that makes up for it. Don't forget to hit that ⭐ please and thank you. Til Next Time Much Love Tina 💕😘

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