I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 34

Third-Person's POV

Ushijima watched as Oikawa's head lies in his lap deeply asleep. He looked up to the ceiling before gulping his dry saliva

I hate this... I hate feeling so useless...

I can't even stop his tears... If... If i just talked to Oikawa that time and asked him for his reason for not going to Shiratorizawa would our relationship have been much better and he need not to feel this pain?

If the answer is yes... Then... I want to curse and kill myself so bad!, I should have asked him for his reasons instead of getting angry without knowing the other side of the story

If i could just turn back the time and ask him what his reasons were then I'm sure things would have been better!!

Now upon the truth Ushijima just found out by himself his curiosity grew bigger.

What could have been Oikawa's reasons for not wanting to come to Shiratorizawa?

Could it have been because he doesn't want to be far away from Iwaizumi?

Or is it something more than that?

Ushijima suddenly felt someone poking his cheeks. He looks to his side and saw Atsumu with a curious look poking him

"Why are you crying?" Atsumu asked with a sad tone.

"Huh? I-I'm not crying! This is just because of dust that came in my eyes" Ushijima answered while brushing his tears away. "See? No more tears"

"... Are you sure?"

"Of course! Now let's quiet down a little your Mom's sleeping"

"Mom's asleep? Oh... I'm quiet now..."

Ushijima chuckled a little before ruffling Atsumu hair. "Why are you not asleep?"

"R-Right I need to pee!! Night-Night Dad!" Atsumu ran towards the bathroom and goes inside

His not the best liar. He have his own bathroom but decided to go out just to use the bathroom outside

Ushijima chuckled before looking at Oikawa and gently carried him. He stood up and started walking towards Oikawa's room.

He opened the door and lay Oikawa carefully on his bed. He covered Oikawa with a blanket before slowly walking out of the room

Once he got out he saw Atsumu getting in his own room and closing the door behind him. He closed the lights before going out of the apartment and got in his

Morning...

Oikawa woke up and yawned before sitting up and looking everywhere. He felt sad not seeing Ushijima but realized what his think is pretty crazy

There's literally nothing to be sad about WTF?!

He stood up and walked towards the bathroom and took a shower. He wore his uniform and got out of his room