I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 24

Third-Person's POV

Sakusa looks at himself in the mirror and slowly fell on his knees. He could not accept it

He knows its is his fault and he also knows that he don't deserve Atsumu anymore. And he regret each and every decision he made since he started dating Atsumu

He thought that it's alright to not show much affection because he thought Atsumu would understand specially because he have Mysophobia.

But... Atsumu did understand him, He even adjusted for him. He knows he is the issue

Why can't he just show affection like a normal human being. Why can't he just give Atsumu what he deserves

Show Atsumu that he is his world...

It hurts him so much just to know that right now, Right this time... Atsumu is suffering more than he is.

Atsumu gave him everything yet he gave him nothing. Nothing but pain and suffering

He gave him reason to cry.

He gave him reason to be sad.

He gave him reason to give up.

He gave him reason to hate.

He gave him reason to be angry.

He gave him reason to hold grudge.

He gave him reason to take his own life...

Just imagining Atsumu with tears flowing down his cheeks makes Sakusa's heart to clench and shatter into tiny pieces

And it hurts more for him to know that he is the reason behind all of Atsumu's tears. He promised to protect him but instead he hurtled him

He promised to love him but he just neglected him.

He promised to treasure him but he just treat him like a germ.

Promises aren't meant to be broken... But now it's Promises are meant to be broken

Sakusa stood up slowly and started walking stumbling while doing so. He sat at his bed and touched the side where Atsumu usually lays down

His phone suddenly buzzed and he immediately look at it hoping it to be Atsumu. But to his luck it isn't instead it's Iwaizumi

He was about to turn it of when he red the name Atsumu in the text. He opened his phone and starts reading the text

He started running down the stairs and starts wearing his winter clothing. He runs out the house and called for the nearest cab

He doesn't care if he don't have a mask anymore he needs to go to the Airport immediately!!

"Where to si--

"Sendai Airport!! We gotta get their fast!!"

"A-Alright sir!!"

The driver immediately started driving fast as if they're racing with time. Which the truth is they really are

He knows that if he got there late there is a chance that he can never see Atsumu anymore... And he doesn't want that!!.

He needs to see him!! He would even beg just to see him!!

He told the driver to go faster than how fast they're already are. "Sir!! I'm sorry if we go faster than this the police will surely follow us!!"

"I don't care!!! I need to talk to him!!"

"B-but si--

"Sir please!!"

The driver sigh before going faster. They get to the Airport within half the normal time

Sakusa paid the driver before going out and running in the Airport. He looked everywhere and runs he suddenly saw a glimpse of Atsumu going up tha Escalator

"Oikawa!!"

"Atsumu!!"

Both boys looked at each other before ignoring each other and just runs towards the two.

"Oikawa!!"

"OIKAWA PLEASE LOOK IN HERE!!"

"ATSUMU!! BABY PLEASE!!... I'M BEGG-- STOP HE KNOWS ME!!"

Atsumu started looking everywhere and that gave the two boys hope but when Atsumu stopped and just talked to Oikawa again the heart of both boys lost its excitements

"TSUMU!! BABY PLEASE!! I TOLD YOU HE KNOWS ME HE JUST CAN-- STOP!! HE REALLY DO KNOW ME!!"

"OIKAWA!! IT'S ME IWAIZUMI!! YOUR IWA-CHAN!! OIKAWA!! BABE PLEASE!!"

When Oikawa and Atsumu stood up Iwaizumi and Sakusa thought they were heard but they started walking away

"BABE!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME BABE!!"

"TSUMU IT'S ME!! HEY I'M REALLY SORRY!! TSUMU!!"

"Tsumu!! Plea-- Sir I'm begging you I need to talk to him!!"

"I'm sorry sir but you can't"

"Sir please!! Let me just speak to him!! Sir please I'm begging you!!"

"Sir please!! We really just want to talk to them!!"

"I'm really sorry sirs I know this isn't something I can't understand but you are causing trouble for others and I can't let you do that"

"OIKAWA!!..."

"ATSUMU!!... BABY!!"