I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 19

Third-Person's POV

Oikawa was staring out the window when he heard a knock form the door. He looked at it and saw Atsumu and Ushijima came in

He remained seated until he saw the puffy eyes of Atsumu. "USHIJIMA!!! WHY DID ATSUMU CRY?! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?! sweetheart TELL ME DID THIS BASTARD HURT YOU?!"

"D-don't worry Oikawa... I resigned from my Volleyball-Club" Oikawa suddenly mouthed ahh before opening up his arms to embrace Atsumu

Atsumu runs towards Oikawa and embraced him crying his heart out. "Shhhh... Baby, It would be alright"

"People come... And people go"

"And this one... They really should leave your life, You deserve better. You deserve the whole wide world"

"You. Are a Royalty, A Royalty deserves respect and love. So you should show them how much a royalty is worth"

"Don't be sad because they left. Be happy because finally! They left... Now, The world can see your worth no one can degrade you anymore!!"

"Am i really worth anything?"

"You are worth more than any gems this universe could ever give. You are a gem everyone wants yet been taken by someone who doesn't deserve it, And now that you're free from that someone... You are worth more than the world could ever think of"

"A diamond can only be polished by another Diamon to shine bright. But you... You can shine brightly without the need of another gem"

"There's is more to the world than you have just seen. Let's go and see it together"

Atsumu looked up to Oikawa's face and saw him smiling. He smiled back and embraced him again

"When i get discharged let's see the world together... Start new and meet new people who will love and respect us"

Atsumu nodded before tighthening his grip to Oikawa. Oikawa chuckled before ruffling Atsumu's hair and kissing his head

I can see myself in you... And because of that my heart longs to protect you more than ever

Oikawa looked up towards Ushijima who is taking out all the foods from the plastic bag. Oikawa smiled at him before mouthing a thank you

Ushijima nodded before showing a small genuine smile. Oikawa held Atsumu's face and caressed it

Atsumu and Ushijima suddenly looked at Oikawa with widen eyes when he started singing

You're special by NF

Yeah, you, baby, you
You're something special
Baby, I know
I know what you're thinkin'
Maybe, maybe I'm wasting your time
But I promise, but I promise
I know that I go back and forth
But I won't let you, I won't let you, I won't let you down
Yeah

Atsumu's tears stopped from flowing and just take in whatever and just listens to Oikawa's voice. He understands each and every word he is saying and taking it all in.

I meant it when I told you I would change
Meant it when I told you I would stay
Sick of talkin' on the phone, babe
Time to pack your car and come to my state
Come to my place, look at my face, oh, yeah
You know I ain't playin'
I'll send you some money, yeah, hop in the car
And get on the road, here we go
Baby, I can't lie
I'm a little bit, I'm a little bit scared right now, girl, girl, yeah

Ushijima listens to Oikawa's voice eagerly and is watching his lips moves and his eyes flatter. He don't understand how a person such as Iwaizumi hurt A person like Oikawa

He is hoping Iwaizumi realise his mistake and knows that this is all his fault. Most of Oikawa's pain right now is because of him

You said you want more
And I can't blame you for
Askin' me what's somethin' you deserve

Atsumu took it all in. Every word that came out Oikawa's lips Each sentences is now engraved in his heart

His heart will now always remember Oikawa's warmth and his loving voice. He feels like being held in his mothers arm holding him tight and making him feel safe.

You're special
Yo-yo-you're special
Oh yeah,…

"Atsumu... You're special" Oikawa stated and looked at Atsumu before connecting the foreheads together and closing his eyes

I want you to know that you're safe with me. I would never hurt you, I want you to be rest assured

I want that every time you think about your family I am the one you first think of. I don't wan't you think you deserve nothing

I want you to know that you have someone in life who would love, respect, and protect you.

I want you to know that giving up is not an option. Even if you think the world don't need you

I do...

Because from now on... You're my family, No one else

I want you to know you have a family. I want you to know no one is pressuring you to move on

Time heals... And every scar that the time will leave. I will get rid of it

I want you to know that there is more to life than pain. I want you to find alot more people who can show you how happy this world can be

And even if fate don't play along... I will make sure nobody else can hurt you

Fate and Destiny may not be on our side... I will make sure to show them that I don't need them in our life so that we can find happiness

Fate may complicate our life and put many challenges in it but I will make sure that we can go through it together. Destiny might give us alot of toxic problematic people in this life of ours I will make sure that they can never hurt you

I don't care if the world wants us to suffer. Let's show them how Kings could be happy in the midst of wars and hardship

I don't care if its death anymore. If it hurts you in anyways possible I will make sure to show him how there's more to death than he could ever call himself

Atsumu you're my family... And if anyone hurts my family, They would regret it than anything in this whole wide world