I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 20

Third-Person's POV

Atsumu is waiting for Oikawa on the sofa while Oikawa is talking with his parents.

They've both decided that they'll go to Korea and start anew there. It was a hard decision for both of them

They can't just leave all the memories behind. But they both know they need to...

For the both of them.

Ushijima is coming with them for unknown reasons. It took only little time until Oikawa came down with a bright smile

"My parents finally gave me permission to live in Korea with you. After so many persuasion they gave in" Oikawa stated and sat beside Atsumu

Oikawa resigned from Seijoh's Volleyball-Club just a few days ago Oikawa came back to him smiling but he knows that Oikawa is hurt as well.

Afterall they've been his team since the very start so he can't just move on that easily specially when it's about Iwaizumi. It's a good thing that when he resigned Iwaizumi wasn't there or else he would have broke down

"Do you think we can be happy in korea?" Atsumu asked looking down at his hands. Oikawa held his hand and caressed his face

"We can... I will make sure that we can" Oikawa said before hugging Atsumu.

Atsumu pressed his head at Oikawa's chest before laying down on his lap. Oikawa starts playing with Atsumu's hair

"When did I become so weak? I just don't understand why I can't even get through this" Atsumu stated. Oikawa smiled bitterly before looking at another direction

"You're not weak... You're just not assured, You have a lot of doubts... You've been broken"

"A bottle of cup will overflow if you put to much in it. Just like how our hearts will break if its full of pain"

"Feeling weak is not an embarassment, It's not a sin, Not a curse. It's a natural phenomenon that happens every time our hearts overflow with Pain, Worry, Regret, And Anger"

"Overcoming each and every challenge that come our way. That's the true quest of humanity to get a reward of a lifetime"

"But the creator never said you need to overcome it alone. The reason we all have loved ones and friends is because they help us overcome it"

"Being weak is not a sin, Staying weak is"

"If you truly want to overcome the challenge then you will need to become stronger. And to become stronger you need to train and have experience, And to have all of that... You need to have hurdles and Pain"

"Our world is a war zone. Each and every person in it have an enemy to defeat, But before they defeat the enemy... They need to defeat themselves, Because the nemesis of every living creature is themselves"