I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 8

Third-Person's POV (With Oikawa)

Oikawa woke up from the sound of running. He stood up and looks at his door

He saw Atsumu's door open. He walked towards Atsumu's door and looked inside of it

Atsumu's not there anymore. Oikawa panicked and run around the whole floor looking for Atsumu before going downstairs

He looked at the bathroom, The couch, And other room but no Atsumu

He started running towards the kitchen and saw Atsumu slicing his flesh up

"ATSUMU!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP THAT!!

He runs towards Atsumu and took the knife away from him. Atsumu slowly fell down and cried

"Even just for a few second... For a few second all the pain from my heart disappeared and goes to the cut. I want another one, Oikawa please punch me"

Oikawa hugged Atsumu and cried on his shoulders. "Atsumu... Please... Stop this already, You can get through this with me. We can do this"

"So please... Don't every think of hurting yourself or killing yourself ever again"

"Oikawa... I just want to give up. I'm not as strong as you, I can't do this anymore" Atsumu started punching his chest

"My heart can't take it anymore. I'm tired, So please let me go already"

"This is how far I can with stand. Who else do I have in this world?!"

"I don't want any of the pain anymore!!! I wan't it to be gone!!!"

"Oikawa!!! I love him so much I just can't let him go and forget him!!! My heart can't take it... I want him to hug me to sleep again, To kiss me, To hold my hands again please... Please... Just one more time"

Oikawa's tears can't stop falling down. He wants to do something but what can he do?! Even he himself can't give up on Iwaizumi

"Atsumu... We can do this, I promise you we can get over this. So please... I'm begging you... Atsumu... Stop... Please... Please!!!" Oikawa held Atsumu tightly in his arms

"If you give up now what would I do?! You're the only person I trust right now!!! You're the only one who understands me!! So please don't leave me as well!!. Please Atsumu!!" Oikawa then caressed Atsumu's face

"You can't give up!! I won't let you!! Call me selfish and any names you want but I won't let you give up!! You're the only person I have right now!!!"

"No matter what you say I won't ever let you go. Never, Ever"

Atsumu then clenched Oikawa's T-shirt and cried his heart out. "OIKAWA!!!! Please... Please... Let me go already, My heart and mind is already giving up. You're the only one who's not giving up on me. So please let me go... I can't take it anymore, I'm too tired already. Nothing can change my mind"

"I won't let you!! I already told you. You're not giving up!!" Oikawa shouted

"Oikawa..." Atsumu said

Oikawa said no repeatedly hugging Atsumu tightly not letting go. He won't let go never. Ever

"Let me just give up, Let me just stop trying. If this isn't good enough then I don't even know" Atsumu said

"No... Please we can do this together. I promise things will be better"

"Please... Don't give up... Please... Don't stop trying" Oikawa spoke

"......" Atsumu stayed quiet. Oikawa looked over or see that Atsumu fell asleep

You can do this. So please fight with me

Oikawa stood up and carried Atsumu upstairs to his room. He laid him down on his bed and then walked over to the bathroom and gets the first aid kit.

He sat down beside Atsumu and clean his cuts.

We need to go to the hospital... This cuts are deep. Atsumu, Why... Just why are you giving up already?...

Oikawa carried Atsumu in a piggy back ride and started making his way downstairs to the garage. He took one of the keys for the key holder and goes inside the garage

He goes inside of the car that the key belongs to. Laying Atsumu down next to him

He drive fast to the hospital a police even followed him until he stopped in front of the hospital. When he goes out of the car the police runs to him

He didn't say anything but just took Atsumu out of the car and carried him in the hospital. The police just looked at the two then Atsumu's wrist cought their attentions

They became silent. Oikawa gets in the Hospital, When the nurses saw him and Atsumu they took out a stretcher and helped Oikawa lay Atsumu their

The nurse gasp when they saw Atsumu's arms. They just started running towards the Emergency room and left Oikawa in the entrance

Oikawa slowly and carefully followed them stumbling with each of his steps. He himself is tired not just physically but mentally as well

And seeing Atsumu in that kind of state made it harder for him. He sat down next to the door of the Emergency room

He looked down and tear flowed down his eyes. He clenched the shirt in front of his heart and started pounding it

Atsumu... Please fight

Please don't leave me as well

Please don't give up

Please I'm begging you fight with me

We can do this together

Together...

Oikawa wanted to stand up but he can't. He wants to go to see Atsumu but he can't

He wants to move so bad but for some unknown reason he can't. He looked up when the nurse came to him

"Sir... Your friend is safe for now. He cutted a few veins and artery so the doctors are doing an emergency surgery, The Doctors said they'll need to talk to you after the operation. And... Sir, I'm sure you can get through this" The nurse said those words before walking away

Oikawa looked at the nurses trail then looked down and put his face in his hands.

"Right now... I don't really think we can"