I can't take it anymore, I'm sorry (Iwaoi and Sakuatsu Angst) [Discontinued ATM]

Chapter 21

Third-Person's POV

Oikawa is watching Atsumu sleep on his lap caressing his head. He took a deep breath and looks at Ushijima

"I'm gonna need to thank you in advance for deciding to come with us" Oikawa stated. Ushijima looked at him with confusion

He smiled before looking at Atsumu's face. "I probobly can't take care of Atsumu if I'm in the same state as him... I want to protect him so bad but how can I do that if even I myself can't protect myself"

"Atsumu is a family to me now... I don't want him to feel this pain anymore... And I don't want him to give up"

"But how can I stop him if I'm going through the same thing? How can I stop him if I'm too scared to even think about anything at all"

"I want to protect him so bad!! But how can i when even I want to give up?" Oikawa stated as his tears flow down his cheeks

Ushijima slowly walked towards Oikawa and sat beside him. He put his hands on top of Oikawa's head before slowly putting it on his shoulders.

"Giving up is not an option... Didn't you said that earlier?, If you really want to protect Atsumu then you can't give up"

"You are someone who understands Atsumu better than anyone. So you are also the only one who can protect him from the same pain to ever happen again. And no one said you need to protect him alone"

"Atsumu is someone who is also close to me now. So no matter what happens I'll protect him"

I'll protect you as well...

"Atsumu said im strong... I'm not, I'm as fragile as a glass can get. I want to give up so bad that I don't even know what to do" Oikawa said

Ushijima looked up the ceiling before closing his eyes. "As I said earlier... Strength can be define in different ways"

"And Oikawa you're strong. Stronger than you could've even imagine"

"I can honestly tell right now that... You've already Forgiven your former teammates, Including him"

"You are forgiving. That's one of the reasons you're strong, Because you don't let anger control you"

"Strength is only an illusion for those who depend on it"

"And you're not one of those. You're strong because you don't depend on strength, You are someone that protects" Ushijima stated... When no one answered him he looked at Oikawa and saw that he already fell asleep

Ushijima looked at both Oikawa and Atsumu and clenched his palms. He wants to kill so bad

They cried... Again!!

This is their fault!! How could they do this to them!! Specially Atsumu

His teammates didn't even say sorry or feel remorse!!

I want to kill them so bad that I feel like I can kill an entire army!! Those Assholes!!

If I ever see any of you I would make sure you wouldn't want to be alive ever again!!

I want to torture them then feed them to the dogs!! Or maybe even sell their organs!!

Anything that would make them suffer would work!! Anything that can triple the pain they gave Atsumu and Oikawa

I would not just hurt them Physically but ill make sure I'll break them mentally as well!!

Break them so bad that they wouldn't even have the will to scream anymore!!

Those fuckers deserve suffering so badly!! Well I'll exclude Watari since his a good kid BUT FUCK THOSE PEOPLE!!!

I'll make sure they see red when I finished with them!!

Those little pieces of shits is truly just pieces of shits... They worth nothing at all!!

I promise you both... Oikawa and Atsumu, I will be the one to get your revenge!!