TW:Depressed and suicidal Kaminari , attempted suicide? Bullying, use of the homophobic 'F' slur
Denkis POV
I sigh looking out at the world, from UAs roof, its trash, the world we live in, seriously. How could anybody want to live in it?
These so called 'future heros' in UA are frauds, how could they become heros when all they do is criticize, and hate people, how can a bully, be a hero...
The world would be better, without a weak, worthless piece of shit like me, so I'll do it, I'll jump...but what about sero, and bakugo? They smiled at me today, they where happy that I was there, right? Was it fake? No.
I'm confused.
I'm scared.
I dont wanna die..
I dont wanna leave sero, and bakugo...
I start crying silently, standing up, remembering what was said today.
'You cant be a hero if you keep frying your useless, brain'
'Just fucking die already, I mean itll happen in the field against villains anyways! Your so weak and pathetic! '
'Awe, look at him hes gonna cry! What kind of hero are you? Crybaby!'
'Fucking idiot!'
'Itll be better with you dead! You cant save people you'll just get in the way!'
'Fucking loser, cant even fight back! Howd an idiot like you make it into 1A anyways?!'
Only two hurt the most..
'HOW COULD ANYONE LOVE YOU!?HAHA I BET THOSE F*GS ARE FAKING IT HAH!!!"
'WHAT IF YOU FRY YOUR BRAIN DURING A BATTLE ALONE, WHILE TRYING TO PROTECT CIVILIANS?! HUH?! YOU WONT ONLY GET YOURSELF KILLED, BUT OTHERS! ALL BECAUSE YOUR TOO WEAK, AND STUPID TO CONTROL YOUR OWN QUIRK! YOUVE HAD IT FOR YEARS BUT CANT CONTROL IT!'
Its true...
I cry out covering my ears, "no! Shut up!" I scream, I know I'll probably wake some people up, but who cares? Ill be dead soon...No! No, I wont, No, Sero...bakugo..what about them?! They'll leave anyways, they'll move on... Nono...
I take a step closer, to the edge, one more step I'll fall..
"No! NO!" I cry hitting my head stepping back continuing, repeating 'no', until I'm screaming, I feels arms wrap around me, and someone else grab my hands I scream louder.
"Kami! Kaminari! Shh! Calm down it's okay, baby!"I hear Seros voice, I cant, I cant.
I close my eyes tightly, crying "I'm sorry!" I whimper out, "du----pika---Kaminari, its okay!" I hear Bakugo, mumble, messing up a bit, with not knowing what to call me, I open my eyes and look at him, hes was the one keeping me from hitting myself.
"B-baku?" I whisper, sniffling, sero, sits down pulling me down with him, holding me, bakugo sits infront of me still holding my hands, rubbing the back of them, with his thumbs.
"You woke almost everyone up, what's going on, Pikababy?" Bakugo whispers, just as Aizawa enters ready to fight "what's going on?!" He asks, eyes glowing red, quirk activated "Sensei, please leave us be for now, I think it's best so we can figure things out." Sero interrupted, Aizawa hummed looking at me, and nods, sighing "if anything happens come get me..okay?" He mumbled, walking out after he received nods from the two young heros.
After a few minutes of silence, Bakugo broke it.
"Dunce.. what happened?" He asks quietly, moving closer, "why'd you freak out?" He whispers, looking me in the eyes, I look away from him sniffling, "it's nothing Boomski! I'm fine!" I lied straight through my teeth, with ease, it's easy to lie about how happy you are, about everything, when you do it all the time, it's a habit, I cant help but hide my feelings, because who fucking cares if I'm happy or not..
"Liar." Sero speaks up, how? "N-no really!" I whisper, biting my lip, "im okay" I finish, looking anywhere but at bakugo, "is someone messing with you?" Bakugo asks, grabbing my chin and makes me look at him , "n-no!" I mumble, avoiding eye contact, "Another lie." Sero says again, tightening his arms around my waist, "h-how?! How do you know?!" I growl, I was getting angry, how did he know? "When you lie you avoid eye contact and you shift alot, bite your lip, its easy to tell" Sero mumbled kissing my head.
"Who's messing with you baby?" Bakugo suddenly asks, I could tell he was angry, just by the look on his face, and his eyes, they where filled with anger, concern, and sadness? "Why do you look sad?"I ask, trying to avoid the question, "because I'm worried about you, and I havent been able to protect you, now who the fuck is messing with my pikachu?!" He growled, glaring at me, "babe, calm down, let sparky tell us when hes ready" Sero mumbled running his hand through my hair, and placing his chin on my shoulder.
"Tch, Fine..but kaminari, your staying with me or sero no matter what, so nobody messes with you....." Bakugo grumbled.
"Okay."I mumbled, smiling a bit, maybe I deserved happiness? I can be a hero. I can learn to control my quirk more, I'm still a kid, I have the time to practice, I can save people.... I deserved to stay here, for them.. they weren't faking.. they weren't lying about loving me... they do love me... and I love them..
"I love you guys."I whispered, blushing a bit.
"We love you too, kami" they both replied.
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Done.
921 words, just a quick upload, cause I felt like it.
Edit: y'all rlly Rping in the comments otw to murder whoever said the mean shit.
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