Todokami- Anxiety.

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TW; Anxious kami, troubling thoughts, mention of SH, mentions of trauma ✨

SH as in chewing lip to the point it bleeds, and digging fingernails into his hand. (I do this 🤚 i didnt know it was a bad thing till my therapist told me)

Im supposed to be doing my assignments :) but i choose to procrastinate🎉✨
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No one's P.O.V

The class sat in their assigned desks, some whispering to each other while Aizawa teached, some paying attention, writing notes. Others zoning out or sleeping.

There have been many attacks on their classroom, and it has just been seven weeks since the last attacks.

Some kids in the class, think its good, that they probably scared off the villains.

One kid in particular, doesnt.
He thinks.. No he knows, the villains are plotting, taking time to get way stronger, they can attack any minute.
This student otherwise known as Denki Kaminari : Chargebolt.

Hes never voiced his worries to anyone, not his boyfriend, not the Pro hero's, or his friends.

So here Kaminari was, leg bouncing, biting his lip, as he anxiously stared out of the window, waiting for something bad to happen.

His heart was beating rapidly against his chest, his stomach was twisting in knots, his throughts rushed, his hands balled into fists, breaking his pencil, digging his nails into his hand.

"-aminari! Denki!" He hears Aizawas worrid voice, and hand placed on his shoulder.  He ignored him, continuing to stare out of the window, chewing his lip, he could taste the matalic taste but carried on, something was going to happen. He knew it Would, "Todoroki take him to Recovery girl. Ill be there in a minute after." Aizawa said.

At the point the whole class was worrid looking at their fellow classmate, who was dazed, and biting at his already bleeding lip, breathing unsteady.

Todoroki immediately stood up and was by his Boyfriends side, crouching next to him, "Mr.Aizawa, can you ask them to leave the room? Its best to not move him, or touch his too much, it could cause him to freak out." He said, looking up at his teacher.

Aizawa nodded ushering everyone out of the room, and ordering Deku to go get Recovery girl , shutting the door when all the kids left, turning towards Todoroki he walks over, sitting in the desk across from them.

Todoroki reached over noticing Kaminaris clenched fists, and grabbed them, forcing them openee revealing his bloody hands, Todoroki Frowned, lightly icing over the wounds on both of Kaminaris hands, holding onto one of his hands, he set his other on the yellow haired boys frantically bouncing leg.

"Kaminari.. Love. Can you look at me please? Whats going on?" He asked softly, running his thumb over Denkis hand. "Talk to me, maybe we can help?" He spoke again after a minute or two.

Kaminari let out a shaky breath not looking away from the window, licking his lips, flinching at the sting coming from the wound he made on his lip, and the taste of the blood, 'its not safe.' He thought, 'im not safe. Not safe. Its not fucking safe. Somethings wrong. Its wrong. Somethings wrong.' He thought eyes frantically scanning the outside .

Todoroki frowned and followed his S/O's eyes, looking out the window, "is it something outside? What is it? What can you see baby?" He asked, looking back at Denki, he stood a bit, getting in kaminaris way, and sight of the window.

Kmainari blinks, looking up at Todoroki, Who just grabbed his chin and touched his bleeding lip, "Kami. Whats going on?" Todoroki asked.

Kaminari breathed, "it's not safe here.. Not safe." He whispered, "it-its not safe. They- the villians havent- they havent attacked in weeks, they're planning something, its not safe." He said frantically, gripping onto Todorokis hand, tears forming in his eyes, "I can feel it Todo, it- they- its not safe! Im not safe! "He  exclaimed "the-the pros cant protect us! We cant protect ourselves! Bakugo nearly died last rime they attacked, and was in a coma for two weeks! They- nnn!- they havent attacked yet! It usually is only a week after the last attack is when they attack again, its been too long, somethings wrong! Somethings wrong!" He cried standing up quickly, Todoroki was quick to pull the frantic boy into his arms and hugs him, looking at Aizawa, frowning.

Aizawa bites his lip standing up, he never realized how traumatized and scared these kids are. He should have noticed, Especially the usually buzzy Kaminari, became..less buzzy. He walked out of the classroom, and looked at his students, who stood around anxiously, some frowning, "So when are they going to attack again? They could be plotting something big." He heard Bakugo ask, Aizawa looked over at him, Bakugo stood confidently, but he noticed the fear in his eyes, how he clenched his hands to keep them from shaking, how.. Scared he really was.

"I dont know.." He finally spoke, "i dont know." He muttered as he turned around, 'They're just kids. They shouldn't be this fearful for their lives. They shouldnt be as traumatized as they are.' He thought, before he heard Dekus voice speak up, " is Kaminari okay?" He asked.

"He will be." He answered walking off towards Recovery girl who was standing by.

Back in the classroom, todoroki was reassuring his boyfriend that everything would be okay. "Baby , you're safe. I promise okay. You have Our friends around to protect you, and help you. You have me to protect you. I know the villains terify you, and it scares you not knowing what their next move is, i know what your thinking, 'They havent attacked in weeks, meaning they're getting stronger, coming up with a better plan of attack.' But baby, we can and will defeat them, i promise you! Okay? We're safe." Todoroki pulls away from the long ass hug, and cups his shaking, and crying boyfriends face, "We. Are. Safe. Okay? Its hard to believe but i swear, we will protect you, just as much as you'll protect us, my love. " he said, kaminari sniffles, gripping onto todorokis shirt, looking at him.

"It doesnt feel like it.. I can feel it, ive felt it all morning, Todo. Somethings wrong." He whispered voice breaking. Todoroki kissed his forehead, " baby, thats your anxiety. Nothings happened. And if something does we'll take care of it. We always do." Todoroki said, pulling kaminari into another hug.

"We always do."

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