BakuKami- Hate

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badly written im half asleep

this makes 0 sense 



Kaminaris P.O.V


I have to remind myself to hate you.

Remember WHY I have to hate you, need to hate you.


because otherwise ill find myself loving, and longing to be in your arms again. 


To be held in your embrace. 

I'll crave for you each night; I'll remember the good moments and forget the bad; even though it was mostly bad. I'll still remember only that one good moment. 

I have to remember to hate you.


But sometimes I find myself listening to a good song, remembering your smile, and connecting visions of you to the lyrics.

I'd feel tears well up in my eye's as i smile trying not to remember the good, trying to remember that it was never truly good, it was just my made-up version of a fairy tale that never happened. 


i hate you

i hate you

i hate you


i have to repeat that each time


you hurt me 

you hurt me

you hurt me

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