Denki X BNHA males

shinkami -you.

Warning: Abuse mentioned, narcissistic,  manipulation mentioned,  rape mentioned, cheating mentioned.

Lol this is probably a rant filled one lol

The next chapter will actually be a one-shot.
It won't be a poem like one 💀I really like the poem like ones. 

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Denkis P. O. V

I don't know what I saw in you.

I think during our relationship I was colorblind...  Or I was just an idiot desperate to ignore the red flags so I could finally have someone to love, and someone to love me back. 

I think those dark eyes may have enchanted me. 

The smile driving me to insanity.  Urging me to want to hold you, and love you..

Telling me to ignore the signs.. That you'd change. 

To ignore the bruises,  the way you'd raise your hand to me.  

The way any little thing seem to set you off.

I wanted to hang out with a friend?  You'll get upset I wanted to leave you for a bit to do so. 

I wore things a friend gave to me?  It was disrespectful towards you and made you insignificant.

I ignored the way you made advances and talked me into having sex,  when I told you no.
When I said I didn't want to,  that I wasn't ready for that stuff.

You coerced me into it.

I felt disgusting.  But it made you happy. 

Made you love me..
Right?

Wrong. 

I guess you likes the color Green more. 

The innocence green had.

You didn't hesitate.

I guess his legs where easier to open and get between huh?  I guess he was easy to manipulate and use. 

God. 

He's so stupid.

I told everyone what you did.

Yet you still have some hoe clinging to you.

(sorry Deku lol)

Others hate you, yeah. 

But...  You're not miserable. 

Nor are you getting the karma you deserve.

Your happy.  Running around,  going places. Smiling, laughing.

Your free.

Yet I'm left behind trying to fix myself. 

Trying to heal. 

Literally still having DREAMS about you..

I keep saying and thinking I've moved on.

Then you'll pop up.

And I'll hurt again.

I'll see couples and wish you where still here with me.

Well. .. The you, you were when I met you...  Not the narcissistic, manipulative, abusive , rapist you became.

Fuck me.. Man.

Why did I ignore everything.

Maybe it's the sob story of a life you apparently had before me..

Maybe it's the way your snake like tongue spoke such sweet words. 
Weaving nothing but lies into my naive head.

And maybe I wanted to believe them.  Those beautiful lies you spoke. 

Or maybe it was the way you held me tight during my dark moments.  The way your fingers ran through my hair, caressed my face,  the way you kissed my face, and wiped my tears whispering those deceitful words.

You made me feel beautiful.

I felt seen. 

I looked into your eyes and fell deep. Feeling safe.

You seen me when I was most vulnerable.
And you took advantage of that.

After that day.

All you wanted. Was sex.

You made me tired.

Alone.

You made me feel as if you where the only person I could really trust.

The only one I could rely on.

You made me abandon my friends telling me they were no good.

They were this and that.

And I believed you.

You had control over me.

And now that I'm free.

Shinso.

I will get my official revenge ..

I will be that karma that hurts you. 

I will be the reason of your downfall. 

I'll make you feel weak, and alone..

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The end lols