Denki X BNHA males

Kami×Whoever- poets tongue

Kaminari's P.O.v

Sometime i find my self clicking on your name and viewing your profile, i know its bad for me but i can't help the feeling, the need to check and see how you are.
I dont know what i hope to find or see.
Maybe it's-

To see if Karma has caught up to you.

Or  maybe theres still a piece of me that loves you?
That cant be true.
No.
You've hurt me,  broken my soul.
You showed me how evil this world could be.
Showed me there was no hope for this world,
You broke my dreams of ever finding love.
True love.
My soul bleeds.
My heart is smashed into pieces, sharp and threatning to cut anyone who dares to get to close, or to hold it.

I sometimes wish there was a prince who'd be brave enough to help pick up these pieces.
Who wouldn't shy away from the sharpness of my heart.
Who wouldn't leave when he gets pricked, but still help me piece them together to make my heart once more the beauty it once was.

But yet again i would not allow myself to be fooled once more.

I cannot trust a man, yet alone a boy.

Your treachery has scared me. I shall not trust a mans tongue, for it speaks nothing but lies.

Oh! But they are such a beautiful lies, that i wish for my ears to hear, and feel the warmth of my heart to feel safety in them once more.
Oh my, i wish i could hear those lies, the 'I love you' warmed my heart the most. Sparked a fire within my chest, my heart begging to hear it once more.

If only i had known, you'd been bedding another man.

My poor heart begged for it to be another one of those 'Lies' though this 'lie' hadn't made my heart swoon, hadn't made my stomach flutter, instead it made my heart shatter, into millions of pieces , it made my stomach churn in distaste, and my soul bleed.

There was a time id tell the world you were my soulmate.

Such a childish thing. To think the world would create someone just for you. To think there was someone destined to meet you.

So stupid to think the world gave a shit.

These days... i sit and ponder about it.

Soulmates.

Maybe he was your destined one?

And maybe im destined to be alone in this lifetime.

I dont mind it. I make horrid decisions on who i mingle with.

Though sometimes i wish to feel the warmth surrounding my body, to be held lovingly, to be kissed, and dare i say loved.

If that silly word even exsists.

Love?

A funny concept.

Once stupidly believed in .

Blinding the young, breaking hearts, stealing the youth.

Love does not exsist.

Atleast not for me, the world seems to have it out for me.

I will not get that 'prince' those fairytails speak of.

I shall only be the lonesome background character.

Never getting what i want.

Someone to make me believe in love once more.

Someone who wont be scared and leave once the heart he shattered cuts them.

Someone who won't tell such beautiful lies, because even though those lies were beautiful, i find the truth much more appealing.

I wish to believe in soulmates once more..

I wish to not see the world so evily, i want to believe the world is not so cruel.

But then again

The last time i trusted and loved the world.

It sent me a boy who toyed with my soul.

Who am i to think the world cared about what i thought of it?

I hope this world burns.

But beforehand i hope his new world burns...

From this brokenspirited lonesome man.

To his ex lover whomst broke his soul.

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YUS this was a tiny tiiiinnnnyyy vent ig to help the feelings i am curently experiencing! 

May be mispelled words bc imwriting this on my tablet bc my computer is charging, and im sleep deprived.

Also yes ill start working on part3 of the vamipre Bakusquad tomorrow! I had to end it short for climax and bc my mom laid next to me, and im a shy writer, i physically cannot work when someone is sitting next to me etc.