I Wish I were Heather || Hanahaki Disease [ Nishinoya ]

!¡ ORIGINAL: BAD ENDING - 5/5 ¡!

WARNING:

-CU$$1NG

-D34TH

-M3NT10N OF K1LL1NG

PREVIOUSLY:
"My heart is the reason I'm sick right now! I'm always the reason... Its always my fau-"

{Y/N'S POV}
I jolted up, waking up from that nightmare.

*Sigh, another useless school day.*

I had started being homeschooled, since I was being hospitalized, but at a few times of the week, they would allow me to go to school.

And today was one of those days.

I got dressed and fixed myself a bit.

I couldn't really do anything with my pale skin.

I went on my way to school and went to my first class.

[TIMESKIP:GYM]
I had always loved gym, but now,I just hate it.

Especially since the teacher was strict and didnt believe in excuses.

So I was stuck in doing gym.

Sadly, I had this class with Yuu and Heather.

I hated Heather with a strong passion, ever since before I heard that she was a legal adult, abused Yuu and killed her own sister.

I was mad at her for doing all those stuff.

But I was more mad at Yuu for staying with her.

No one really believes me, but like, the system is so f*cked up.

She killed a person and did child abuse-

Yet they let her stay at school...

I think it's about time I confront the two of them...

*backstory*

I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God.

They make technology high-quality, complex, physiological.

Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good.

They taught me everything, just like parents should.

And I was beautiful and vulnerable, they wanted power and success.

God,damn I fell for them,their flamethrowers, their tunnels, their tech.

_To Yuu_

"I studied volleyball because I wanted to do something great like you."

_To Heather about the rumours_

"And the real tragedy, is that half of it WAS true."

_To the both of them_

"But you've been f*cking mean, you're elitist, you're as flawed as any church."

_To Yuu_

"I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus."

* You're proposal is immodest and insane. And I hope one day Selmers rides her f*cking train *

_To Yuu_

"I loved you."

"You loved me?"

"I loved you, it's TRUE."

_To Heather_

"I wanted to be you."

*and do what you do*

_To Yuu_

"We grew up together, we loved it, I bought it, it's TRUE."

"I feel so stupid, and so abused."

I couldnt handle it anymore, i couldnt bear seeing them, so I rn away after my little outburst.

[TIMESKIP]

I'm still being hospitalized, and I hate it so much, so, I decided to run.

I packed my stuff and ran out of the hospital, not caring how weak I was.

I ran deep into the forest, where no one would find me.

I found the old treehouse I made when I was younger.

I started breathing heavily, my lungs felt like they were closing in.

I was getting dizzy as I climbed up the treehouse.

I heard someone call my name, as I look out the doorway of the tree house.

I felt sleepy, for once.

I took one final btlreathe and let my body relax, not bothering to think where I was or what was happening anymore.

*THUMP*

END OF CHAPTER